never.be.replaced

heh.

2005-12-10T03:59:00.000+08:00

HEH HEH HEH.

i changed my blog site to :
www.retard-snatcher.blogspot.com

feel free to tag/link.

anything just mail me at dolphinlove88@hotmail.com

dee is still alive and kicking! (:

2005-11-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

dee. DEAD'd

erhs, been busy these few days.. lazy to blog too.
im really f rushing my drug cards now. 4 down, 23 more to go.
you will realise how u feel like dying when u need 1 hr plus to complete one drug card.
continue ur calculation of 27 drug cards' hrs.

deh, tis is one of the fuckin' times whr i wonder why i have a blog. Its also one of the freakin' times whre i dont feel like having a blog. Hard to deal sometimes.

i cant gagaly write what i really feel because people might read it.

war might occur, friendships might break, gossips, etc ..

well! so i proclaim tis blog is dead. DEAD!

mayb i promise i will write when im havin extreme orgasm.

till then, love yo guys!

2005-11-12T12:37:00.000+08:00

Dee. SICK.

AHHH CHOOOO!
sneezin badly. who de hell curse me for these few days. AND,
thanks for creatin wreak havoc on my cell phone! damn you guys!

those extra work in sch for next weeks; ICAs, presentations, tests. I jus have to keep my head down, i'll get things done..

yesterday went out wif my mates. they really "take care" of me heh! hahaha, anyway we walk n walk n walk. Along de way, bits of de past jus flash-tru. But just in the nick of time, all those feelings i've been dealing with drain away, leaving me with a burst of energy. They tot its lendl's panadol side effects, dumb dumb them! lol..

watch'd oliver twist wif ryan, ted, alex and meiyi. Barney clark is such a charming boy! his acting skills are good. This is a good drama movie, but de bad guy died in a sup lame way. Now, lets wait for harry potter to release..!

either i really serious commit to a r/s or i jus fling around. I aint ready for a serious r/s yet, i jus wanna have fun. i aint a nice girl, sooooo yep. you can get better girls. lol (SEE DE MSG WITH UR BIGGY EYES)

i always gif ppl a feeling that i may not want anyone to know how i feel, but it won't be easy to restrain myself. Dom said if i can manage to keep quiet until i'm with that one special person, however, that will be a major accomplishment. Well, wait till i got that real thing then we'll talk bout it.

i gonna bath and out out out! my flu really irritates me a-lot.
ciao.

2005-11-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

Dee. Dirty-Flirts.

this post specially dedicated for MS Shirley Ong Ni Ni. Finally.. She's sexually 17 years old with nice figure but flat tits and bums. happy burb-day gurl!

we went to club, Lotsa things happened, very naughty stuff we did but most of all, we enjoyed it and had fun yea. Especially Shirley, yo are such a MITCH. Fer and Ting.. MUHAHAHA. i shall not mention much.

As for me.. i grind and dance around. Like what they said, scandal around and knew a few hot guys. We heat up a few moments but i still have my limits. i'm single, so i don't have to feel guilty. wahaha.

the music is totally a fantastic hip-hop remix! really made us dance for almost 3 hrs non-stop!

shirley, i won't forget de clothes we shared to wear(with holes) , de food we cooked, de naked bodies we touched, de jokes we laughed, de nasty stuff we did to each other n much more.. so hey, treasure me yer. LOVE YO. (;

we gonna hit da club soon again. aint we, gossip folks?

2005-10-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Dee. blank.

stomach is burning!

dad lectured me on de phone jus now, sum bitch go and informed him i took ma friend's bike ride. I understood his worries for me but i'm jus fukkin pissed when he linked tis to my friends. Then he starts to dig out de past. Since when you all understand how i feel! damit!

feeling happier when shaun brought me to 'miss clarity cafe' at purvis str. , the food is damn nice! anybody will jus love it.

jolyn spent $230 for her hair.. i feel that every strand of her hair is real gold. lol rich ppl always liddat lah! right jo?! lmao.

met up jack n ruey few days ago. Zhenglong and geneviene came along! jus chat about secondary times, n we gossip'd lots of ppl. erh... hahaa!.. JACK n RUI, stop kuku-ing lah!. both of you are my number 1. lol.. Jack won 2nd prize in sum MR FITNESS thingy eh. Gers or gays, go touch his pacs now. =)) As for rui, all guys pls grab his balls nw.. lol

my mum told me her pub, there is this army guy approached her to do some modelling. I laughed when i'm bathing. My mum mid fourties already leh. hahahaa.. ok i should feel proud of her. hehss

bong said his blk haf sum woman commited suicide, Jumped from level 8, his floor. And before that day.. after his night jogging, he cant explain how he see one woman's back figure around the spot that the woman died. hmmm.. ok lets end tis topic!

i need toilet bowl now. Fartssss!

2005-10-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

DEE. sleepy.

as i expected, the longer hours i slp, the more i feel tired.

a lil bored talking about ma' present. Let's reminisce a few events from the past.

i remembered from young, 5 years old.. Started ma' kindergarden education. From then i'm already start to be independent. parents aint at home, brother will grab de chance and use parents' bed and play wrestling with me. WWE is damn popular that period of time so i'm the only one can let him try those skills.. hahaha

12 years!.. still counting that i'm growin well independently. But credits still goes to ma' grandma. Jealousy really kills me when i'm young. Everyone dotes ma' brother.. he's good in studies etc.. while me, no matter how hard i try.. no one acknowledge ma' existence. i even stole to attract their attention.. HAAas..

i have a few neighbours older than me by a few years.. they taught me all the bad things, its fun hangin out with them when nobody cares abt me that time. i'm only 7 years old, cant blame me bein influenced.

hehs. i'm a quiet and stubborn girl in primary sch. I concentrated on sports only.. Running, tennis, swimming, badminton, netball. I seldom mix around with friends in sch at that time, i jus like to do things on my own. A loner to be exact. I wonder how i got the kindness award. HAHAs.

secondary times.. wonderful. thats the period i start to think and grow physically MATURE. started to make a lot of friends. lol.. i rem 6 of us.. raine(ting), nicole(ly), sheena, gwendolyn, gek and me. we hang'd out for de first two years only. WE did all the retarded and stupidest things. we'r curious about our bodies and we will strip each other. haha.. we mixed bad companies outside.. findin troubles for no reasons.. we are jus typical kids that time. i can rem last day of sch of sec 2, 6 of us bein punished in front of de whole sch. You all noe everyone must spring cleanin their class last day right.. but 6 of us just sneak'd out and run abt..

Then after streaming.. we are seperated. so i came to this class, 3F/4F. hahaha.. laughers everyday. kl, yisong, ruey, jack, eugene, yinghui, gwen, shaun, sm, desmond sit around me that time.. few of us will always skip lessons and hide at level 3.. our form teacher will chase after us. lol.. sleep, eat, play, sing, luff is what we do. damn, i missed our days..

not to forget the 7 pairs of boobys. raine, joyce, zen, shirley, nicole, fer, hilda. haha.. they are part of ma' life. we went tru toughest times together. REALLY. its tough but its fun..

not to forget those cliques i hang' out at night too. they are de dare devils.. we will always search for new experiences and crazy things. They are really.. siao. hahaha. But hey.. remain tis way k. i love the way we are.

i miss ma' cca friends too.

heh.. these are a few bits of the past.. being depressed about the past only delays your progress. So i chose the optimistically way. But everytime i have troubles, hiding out might be ma' first impulse, so yeah.

come to speakin.. if it's not exactly what i'm thinking, it won't be exactly what i'll say too.

ma dad gonna get another new car. he's like getting more n more loaded, but it doesnt matter much to me lol.. ma allowance still de SAME. n he ask'd if wanna change to condo, but ma mum n bro doesnt wanna shift house. So... cannot be me and ma dad live at another apartment right. lol.. thats so out of question.

ok.. i shud stop ma crappy n boring shiats.
i'm deadly bored of blogging.

i gonna prepare myself out to ma grandma's party.. rofl.

Damn i love her lots!

2005-10-01T05:39:00.000+08:00

dee. 17 finally.

dud!.. im back as 17 heh

roughly sum up.

had ma fun for these 5 days of celebration. tks for the presents, pranks, strips, kisses, etcs
its really very NICE of you all. heeh

touched that sumone left a cake outside ma' hse. Cus ma' family never celebrate wif me nor remember.

very sweet lah. really SWEET when recieved smses from unexpected peeps.

anyway! watched "longest yard" and "dukes of hazzard" ! longest yard is totally a hilarious show. i laughed tru out.

recommend this PASTA-CAFE to you guys at takashimaya, opposite of MOS burger. de' pasta is wow! ambience is good.. but gst n service charge aint cheap. hahss. (:

jus nw hang'd out wif ys, jack, rui at town!.. we went to orchard tower to experience sth. then chill'd outside irish pub. pool at mambo.. wander around till 3 am plus.. then "LEE COOPER FERRARI" drove me home. LOL..

too many things for me to mention heh. basically i jus hang out everyday lah.. hahaas. enjoyed yer..

i'm still wide awake at 5.30am. i can't sleep man. it hurts when i close ma' eyes.. eyes are sparklin as thou i cried. i tink i just need more rest.. but i jus fuggin can't sleep early or long.
is there a medical term for this? i don't know.. haaas

Babyface - the loneliness. i nearly tear' when i hear this song. I jus like the way the r&b played.

i gonna surf ma' reviews now. hangin out with boostards at night later. puuuuf.

nights.

2005-09-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

dee. contented.

i really have nothing to do for this 30 mins before i prepare to go out.. so.. YEP.

wednesday went out with shauny!.. bought adidas limited ed. bag.. bought a few evening tops. like it all. most importantly i get to see shaun! wahaaa.

then wed night rushed to meet my girlfriends.. been so long we can have dinner and laugh out loud!.. i really enjoyed that moment, n im lookin forward for next week so much! love you girls. (:

Thursday stayed at home slack'd n stone'd .. oh man, i hate stoning.. but it can pass yur time quite fast. hahaa. anyway Friday finished all ma' supp papers! then fio, pam, ange n me went to jas's house to chill n all. We played mahjong.. wahaaa.! ma' luck is kinda good hur. i really laughed my day out.. thanks to em! they made ma' day. heh heh!

actually planned to stay at home today and tidy up ma' room. But... shaun asked me out!.. soo we gonna go out and chill or sth.

3 weeks of holidays!!!!!!!. i'm looking forward meeting ma' girlfriends.. polymates.. musketeers.. beach-mates.. sec sch frens.. night crawlers.. supper kakis.. cyclers.. bla bla bla!.. misses.

i know a bunch of them gonna prank me next week. BUT hey!.. bring it on. lol. i'm awaiting for yur challenge. wahahaa. cause.. i prepared a few tricks to prank you guys back. heh

those who asked me what i want for my birthday, i seriously no need anything from you guys! just a call/sms happy birthday, i will be very happy. I guess so. wahahahaa.

thanks for all de taggers. i will prepare to fight you guys back.

okays! enuff of ma' yada-ing. back to bathe and out!.. update next week. GONE!

2005-09-20T10:35:00.000+08:00

dee. heartbreaker.

try to blast yur music at night while you'r sleeping..

btw gonna happy bdae to Jaslyn (19th sept). town around 11 hours ok!.. hahaa. really happy to see you guyss yesterday..

din attend ted's new shop ceremony and i forgot about tis cow bdae! he gonna burn my wallet if bringing him out for a treat. MOOO.

Today is my brother's birthday.. we dint really wish each other before.. i missed the childhood days when he's treating me like a lil sister. ohwell..

20th sept now. what have i achieved so far in my 16 yrs. I experienced more than i expected. thats all i can say.

One baddy news, i failed two modules and gonna retake my sup papers tml and friday. Surprisingly also lah. dint put any effort yet can passed the other 5 modules. I don't pin any hopes in passing Biology Sup paper. heh

BLANKS-

BLAHS, UPDATE NEXT WEEK AFTER MY BOOBOO DAY!

2005-09-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

dee. rushing. hours.

RUSH RUSH. everything in a hurry.

too many happenings in hospital, but smile works for me.

never sae being a nurse is easy. It's a noble job seriously.

i hurt myself dumbly for no fck reason.
i took boiling water dispenser as HIBISCRUB(soap).
i pressed that, i realised something's burning me.
just imagine that.

one thing pissed us is we have to fookin do care plans for fooking two times! the prob is we'r just fookin informed today we have to redo, we'r so fookin busy with our work, fookin released at 9pm, fookin have to hand in by TML(wed) where the fook of time we get to do? ... additional, my client discharged already la. Fook the CI. FOOK FOOK FOOK! haahaa. jus fookin piece of shiet. I can't think what she will do to us tomorrow. hmmm..

time to blast some music!.. blah.

can't say I was never wrong
but some blame rests on you
work and play they're never okay
to mix the way we do.

2005-09-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

Dee. Remixes.

ma' grandma got hospitalised suddenly. im damn worried for her right now. After all she's closest to me yeh.

i have a deep yen for the company of others, but im not in the mood for light socializing.

No, what im after is the companionship of those i understand and who understand me almost without needing to speak.

i jus love to scream and shout when there are changes in ma routine.

ppl often tellin me dey'r admire of my optimism. yer.. its true i take my life happy-go-lucky way but.. when it comes to real probs, who will you share wif?

its becus of my over-optimistic view of life, i hardly can speak out yer.

aiyeh! forget abt all those shiatty craps. I know my grandma will get well, I have strong instincts for tat. hehs.

Back to today. finished my 1 week of polyclinic attachment. I learnt so much more than studyin in Nyp man. I nvr fool arnd alright. hahs.

met up pam, ange, jas, ram, lendl for dinner and stuff. Glad to see them. But 2 weeks of hospital attachment gonna be hellest of de hell again.

Tml lotsa stuff for me to do. i have to rush to hospital to see ma grandma. Then gonna bring ma' laptop for sum services. Then night gonna meet up n drink yer.

tts all for these few weeks. Stop buggin me to update.

Till then... (:

2005-08-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

Dee. Lappy. Smiles.

im jus lazy to blog. stop naggin larr. taggers. haha.

anyway exams over, though worried abt the results but still... its OVER. tts it.

hmmms.. I GOT MYSELF A LAPTOP TODAY. oh man. im soooo furkin happy. but spent dad's money aint feelin tat good after all.

sea training today. Kayakin is getting boring and boring-IER. Mayb too slack arnd the beach. I finally can balance myself in T1 man! .. a lil achievement k!

ohye.. my mates and i are seperated for attachments !!. Im STUCKed with lendl cher. Hairs droppin man. wahaha. Gonna miss pam, jas, ange, ram n fio! Our jokessss LMAFO.

gonna meet up ma cliques' to catch up man. And sth you guys gonna believe me. im gonna find jobs for de month of hols. i wanna earn my $70 in 5 hrs time like last time. Good money to earn rite. wahahas. A relax job summore. i enjoy, customers enjoy too. (:

im nidda rest nw. 2 hrs later im going out .. gotcha later.

LAST NOTE. I LOVE MY PEARL WHITE LAPTOP. wahahahs.

2005-08-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

Dee. Flexin'.

within 1 day .. study 6 months of work. WELL, i need more than pure luck to pass tis time round. i wun be lucky forever.

just wanna simply pass and go sem 2. gonna mug hard man.

exams start on tis friday. end on next friday. Gonna turn down all my cliques' meetings. Sooooo sorry! i promise i will play back da nites with u guys after exams.

im like clingin on a rope tightly. and i can drop anytime.

WAY TO GO. update laters. (:

2005-08-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

Dee. Tired.

is this da real life?
or just fantasy?

caught in a landslide, no escape from reality.
open ma eyes, look up to da skies n see.

im easy come, easy go.
a lil high, a lil low.
i nid no sympathy.

anyway the wind blows,
doesnt really matter to me.

nothin' really matters to me.

2005-08-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

Dee. Sweet. Dilemma.

i threw colossal tantrum at joey for da past few days. IF ever he fcukin grow up and understand wats right and wrong.

dunno whats wrong with my stomach man. whatever after i eat, i will just keep going toilet. DIARRHOEA.

its so HOT n COLD nowadays for me to do anything. Even me, e complusive shopper has refrained from hitting town. Though i jus spent hundreds again. If im those richos, i no nid to care what i spend man. Unfortunately, im not. But im happy with what i have nw.

im becomin more n more unpredictable. i dun even noe what im doing now.

i jus wanna go holiday with ma classmates, frens, girlfrens. heh jus wanna shop and play till our souls drop dead.

ohye, i pretty like darius danesh - colourblind lyrics. simply describe the colours of ma feelins'.

Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

and so on..

back to ma dvd, milk, cookies. weeeeeeeeeee*

2005-08-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

Dee. Colourblind.

this is dunno how many times i dropped my hps. End up one of da phones' screen cracked into half. :( im so fcukin sad nw can.

my thighs muscles are givin me hard time to sit man. Now they changed to circuit training to train our endurance, more tough then..

Exams comin in two weeks' time. Attachment after tat. hell of shiats.

damn i detest wakin up so early everyday. i cant wait for my holidays! yawns..

Reminicising back its e fun n joy shared by e couple tt's worth e entire road-trip.

love or lust? (:

then...

2005-07-31T03:33:00.000+08:00

Dee. Exhausted.

8 pm - NDP dinner with guru bitch, ted, etc...
11 pm - Chompchomp Beancurds.
1 am - Artha with Rs, GB.
2.35 am - HOME SWEET HOME.

im bombed with food man! Free treats heh. THANKS

btw, i screwed up my theory test on fri. Gonna fail like shiat.

guru bitch gave me a rose. AWWWs. she's so sweet. For tis moment only.

i need sumone to whine. hmphfs!.

back to drinkin my milk and sleep wettingly. (:

well.

2005-07-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

sigh. Many many projects, many many deadlines, but i still manage to miraculously have a rather slack life.

friday lab test, theory test, presentation. wooots.

sat meetin out a grp of un-known frens. feel kinda uncomfortable with tat arrangement. ANYWAY sunday going sentosa! hopefully nth change da last minute.

Today's weather is H-U-M-I-D. i need a portable air-con!!!.

i dunno hw to react towards ur questioning. you'll always gif me a pull-back feeling and then bein cut off again. I dunno.. i dun nid anything. i dun wan anything. STUCK IN REVERSE.

just smile then.. (:

woah!

2005-07-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

love it love it love it!

today training is fast and rough. HAHAs. my knees are burnin !!! ran under the rain.. did 125 pumpings? 250 crunches? i still cant do a standard guy pull-up. i wanna beat it ! heh

im even more hyper now. Finally handed in my 2 SDLs. But still got lotsa more for me to cover up.

grrrrs. did my psychology test today. AH HUR!! surprisingly i tink i can pass. LOL. 40 Mcqs, 1 SAQ.. i put all my luck on the MCQs. heh

XR left a chocolate bar outside my window. tts sweet of him! anyway he's my joggin kaki la.

Life is getting boring and boring. COME ON!! after tis week of hell, gonna get my life back! i need to shop back my soulssss!

wakakaka..

wanna be close.

2005-07-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

Dee. Just. Wanna. Be. Close.

flock of ex pri mates contacted mi. bits of memories comin back. Miss e days when im so innocent. Dunno anything abt tis complex world.

though surrounded by sea of ppl, but who will ever understand e deep inside of you.

totally drained yesterday. After sea training, had lunch then rushed all e way to woodlands to do ma projects. Least partially done. heh

1 hr home trip from woodlands to potong pasir alone.. Luckily mp3 acc mi all the way.

korean dramas' too much crying too many ridiculous plots, its e overdose of crying parts tt turn mi off. Been watching korean shows recently..

IM STONING AT HOME ON A SUNDAY. fuk.

i miss e close-proximity we shared before. i haf soo many things to tell you..

but...

my lips are sealed.

anyway.. im lazy to continue.. no-life nw. hahas'

2005-07-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

Dee. Monotonous. Days.

days seem to pass by nowadays so fast.

few more weeks will be my sem 1 exams.

stress is killing everyone. but im jus fckin lazy to be stressed.

enough said.

did i made e rite choice?

Feeling lethargic all over again.

well.

2005-07-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
black eyed peas - the boogie that be.

im just godamn lazzy to blog!. too busy, too tired. BONUS plus, i missed ma period tis month. my hp not working well this afternoon. Tamadela!

i haf so many things to do tis and next week. ggrrrs* Jus wanna finish everything and dump to the lecturers'.

watched "eurotrip" with pam, jas, ange at lendl's hse. THIS MOVIE DAMN HILARIOUS!! tks ted for the dvd man!

im soooo tired!. yet i only can sleep 4 - 5 hrs daily.. Now every morning i find lifting ma head off e pillow a supremely arduous task.

ma stupidity made me drop my hp dunno hw many times per day. so fuckin' sad. hahas. i tink i need a rebouncing cover.

trying to be someone that u know u're not,
it gets harder everyday.

WEETs

2005-07-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Black Eyed Peas - The Boogie That Be.

WOAHs!. been weeks i nv update hur. jus suddenli haf the crave to update all my shiatty craps. WELL! Lotsa things happened these few weeks.

hmmms. School is alright for me lar.. always slack and laugh around. I passed all my guru tests except my BIOLOGY la!.. haha. err. everyday is like go sch and play only. I dun haf discipline to study.. SO.... (:

Then now my cca is kayaking. Training is sooo Shiok n tough. Monday land training 6 - 9pm. Saturday Sea training 8 - 1pm. Soon wednesday is our extra training. My biceps, triceps, watever ceps are growing well. Plus those tanning. WOAHs.. wonderful training. This is life man!

getting along well with my classmates.. always shiat and laugh together. Just that one classmate haf sum prob with us la. But usually i dun bother such things.

now i only concentrate of trainin my body and pass my sem 1. haha.

im happy to be single. gif a damn!

yehh. last entry.

2005-06-15T12:08:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Mariah carey - its like that.

today is the only day i can rest at home. Two weeks holidays jus like water vapours evaporate. just blink my eyes few more times, my hols' gonna over..

Yesterday some mofos jus fckin pissed me off. yer. those who noe wat happened definitely felt the same way as me. im waiting to get warning letter from DORIS CHAN shiat-head when sch term starts.. hehs.

Last few days were kinda chill for me.

getting a new laptop for myself soon. my com is diagnosed of having last-stage cancer.

alright. next few days will be out whole day/nite. Not gonna blog for quite sumtime. mayb not bloggin anymore.

Till then.. tc everyone! =))

wEets.

2005-06-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

Music playing:
Usher - Caught up.

DEE.onherown.

these few days rather tiring. screwed up my sociology exams. hahas. Gonna see how 'well' i fare.

yesterday and today have sum activites in sch. Club crawl, nyp idol, bell n beaut, Jam & hop. Most interests me is the Foreign Dance and Stage Art. They'r soo cool and dance steps are hip. After tat performance, 3/4 of the CROWDS rushed to the Booths and sign up for tat CCA. hahas.

But still, i chose kayaking and floorball. Kayaking is gonna be tough. Floorball will be having trial selection. WELL. we spotted few hunks in Dragonboat and Kayaking. =))

Ah hur.. This whole week i only attended my tutorials. Skipped all lectures. boringg.

I managed to divide my 3 ICA projects. have to finish it soon. Anyway my 2 weeks holidays starts nw. hahas. will be slacking then...

anyway just watched mr and mrs smith yesterday. for my own views, i find it average only. but its funny afterall. =))

work out in gym for 3 hrs today. tryin to train my quadiceps nw. hmmm..

tired but unable to slp early. it becum a habit. TML IS SAT!!!. gonna go out with my gers and catch up more. Celebrating two beauties' bdae. FISH & CO. hehes. i miss them. i miss my secondary frens. i miss all my frens.

in fact, i miss my poly classmates now too. though jus seperated for 1 hr? HAHAs. they perk me up EVERY MOMENT!! simply contented. Friends are for life. =)

yada yada yada... .. .

hehs.

2005-06-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Jojo - the happy song.

awws. i have to RETAKE my TB injections tis friday.
sumhow sth's wrong .. so they have to double check.
i seriously hate injections now. within 2 weeks, 5 injections.
OUCH*.

this week schedule is very slack for me. cus there's another exam TML!!
Sociology. 5 to 5.40 pm. go to sch jus for 40 MINS!! hahas. i tink i gonna study tml afternoon.

btw. my 2 weeks holidays starts next week. WEETs. im gonna super rush to finish my 3 ICA presentations this thurs n fri. so tat i dun haf to do anything during my holidays!

my CCA open house FINALLY gonna starts tis friday.
mayb im joining 2 CCAs. see how it goes..

Everyday in school is really like having honeymoon. laughters, pranks, skippin lectures, eat, gym, town, etc.. owws. but i love it.

some obstacles are standing in my way.
im afraid to move on..
but i noe i will get over it one day.

thesoftestpartofyourlipsisinside.

well.

2005-06-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Avant - wanna be.

Surprisingly i came back home early today. skipped lectures, Feeling unwell while doing gym today. vomited and felt better . hehs. Edwin left yesterday. dint cried on the spot but i noe my heart cries. unfortunately cant manage to say my last words to him. lotssa ppl surrounded him. ye. hope he online soon... =))

then saw lots of ex-mates, miss our class memories and fun.

Today lots of things in the past runnin tru my mind. Just purely flipping through. I dont care whoever think i'v changed or what, i'm being myself, tats all. dun judge me as if u noe me very well.

awws. Sm's bdae cuming tis saturday. great! all the sisters can gather and craze once again. miss them so much! =DD except seeing shirley everyday. =x

tml have to do :
- TB injection.
- Squash.
- Gym.
- chomp chomp.

hahas. lendl and me gonna bring our classmates to chomp chomp and eat tml. yummy food!!. =)) wonder hw much fat i gonna burn again. hmphfs.?

almost going town with frens everyday. sick of walking the same places again n again hurr. NVM! i gonna return my beach life in my coming 2 weeks holiday!!!!!

tired now. take a nap 1st. tonight gonna chat non-stop online. =)

hmmphf.

2005-05-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

Music playing:
Mariah Carey - We Belong Together.

Well... time sure running fast for me.

dyed my hair to hazel brown. lol. lendl loves my hair colour. MARRY me ok?

sat watched midnight movie with ted n rickson. yer. watched "my boyfriend is type-B" at cineleisure. its a very sweet and touching movie. But lame and funny at the same time. Then we were hanging ard orchard.. reached hm 4 am then.. crapping online.

hmmms. Now nyp start all courses. Today canteens, food junction sooo full of ppl. i dun like crowds. so humid can.

hehs. my group of ppl passed their practicals. plus, SHIRLEY u DID it aint u? hehs. Today haf my psychology lessons. interesting.. get to noe alot of facts we nv noe at all.. =)

well.. Wednesday edwin's flight to aust is 9pm. All of us gonna have last dinner with him and send him off.. he'll be back after 1 n 1/2 yrs' time.. he gonna cum back! yehhh.

wanted to update alot of stuff, but aint enuff time for me to do so.

Tml having theory test. but i still dunno a single theory abt fundamentals. lols. i still believe last min mugging works. hehs.

i hurt some of my back muscles. only can gym on wed then. ciaos! x)

hehs.

2005-05-28T13:32:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Gareth Gates - Say it isn't so.

surprised```the last 30 mins before exams start, i revised and i passed my prac exams. WOOHOO!! if failed and try 2nd attempt, no matter hw perfect u are, only can get 25/50. i managed to do well in da last min. lols. when i get out of da lab, i bluffed all my classmates i failed. Then in the end they go inside and ask lecturer, they found out. They chase me over the places. lols. Hope the rest can get tru on monday too.

HEH shirley. u gonna make it tru. a lazy person like me can pass. Just stay calm and do what you haf learnt. i'll pray for ya. =)

gyming was not bad for last few days. managed to do some toning and abs training. gonna clear more fats first.

gonna cut and colour my hair laterr..

meeting ted for midnight show..

till then..

tiREdd.

2005-05-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

Music playing:
Frankie J - Obsession.

er.. Lazy to blog. Point form can
--:
1) I spent $200++ last sat.
2) hsin's new condo is nice.
3) rs got into LaSalle SIA and new D500C.
4) I'm going gym everyday.
5) stayed in sch to do my CMS.
6) went town with andy and gz.
7) I lost my SHS ID card. damn it.
8) my practical exams on friday.
9) rather peculiar lately.
10) i'm tired.

will update on tis weekend if possible. ciao!

weets.

2005-05-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Mariah Carey - it's like that.

Finally get to update yee!. Andy, i recieved ur msg. lols. U can call me out anytime wat. =)

Mon :
one of my presentations done. then was slacking in sch...

Tues :
skipped biology and sociology.. chatting with my mates and playin sum games till nite.

Wed :
Truth or Dare. Tis game is damn funny. we came up lots of ideas. Then in the afternoon met up with my girlfriends. Ate Nydc. I'm satisfied with my Posh Spice and Mug Pie. yummmie! =) reach home already 9 plus. I was rushing doing my 2 presentations til the next morning. Slept only 2 hrs. yerr. tats consider not bad ok. there'r more cuming up.

Thurs :
hehs. Did extra lab thingy. The manikins are damn heavy and weirdo. My girl-mates are playing with their genitals. HAHAs. one manikin have two penis then we plucked out and play around. how mean can we be. tts the least we are.

Fri :
Which is TODAY!. Finally cleared all my 3 presentations. so Empty now. hehs. playing sum games with my classmates then after tat.. work out in gym for 3 hrs. Bathed comfortably with e girls. Ate dinner together. Went home with lendl. he's making me so LAME.. feel like slapping him. lol. today in nyp saw my classmates(pcss). gonna see them often soon.

Then.. Edwin really leaving to Aust for studies on 1st June. Our bickerings and the times he helped or entertained me. gonna miss tat.

Alfred's bdae on thurs. he's sweet la. lol. 14 yrs old afterall. bought him a net cap. yer. he asked for it though. hahas.

Tml (sat) gonna hang out with all my girlfriends. Shopping and Craze. hope nth change later. Then Sun is Hsin's bdae party!. Gonna mess her NEW house. wahahas. lovable ger. =)

Gettin lazier' to blog. No time and crave. hahas. well then.. update laters!

back to conferencing now..

tired ah!.

2005-05-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

i'm listening 98.7FM!
ya listening gwen - hollaback gerl.

SHOUT IT OUT!. got my ICA results. i haf B+!! wahahahas. 1st tried successful!. =D

coming up.. i need to take 5 INJECTIONS. 3 are hep B. i dunno why mine turned out reactive suddenly.. sighs. then another 2 is TB prevention. which is very very painful eh!.. bubbles will formed on ur arm. like BCG liddat but more hurtful.. =
hehs. today clinical lab damn fun!. wahaha. teacher sabo me to be the model again. but very fun la. after all demostration. LOL. my bitchy grp of gers damn evil and funny. they made me continue being model. They made me wear diapers then hold me. then took pics on it. haha. then push me to go Assisted Bathing. Outer stripping. they TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH. lol. then i haf 6 gers cleaning my body. Am i lucky or wat? haha.. enjoyable man!

After 3 plus. . went to gym to work out for 2 hrs. damn SHIOK !!. u can see a few damn FIT guys. hahaha. then went to swim. The pool water damn dirty. Not the appearance. but the water is salty!! no chlorine at all.. then we went to bath. another funny part again. I cannot tahan my grp of gers ah.. they more funny than me. then ate in school. finish everything at 8 plus. tiring day heh. So we dealed every friday will work out in gym. weets. =) perfection ABS is cuming towards me. wahahha.

Fun is Fun.. there's always a part which dampen our days. It's NEXT WEEK!!!!. Next week haf so so so so much things to do. Firstly, I have 3 presentations next week. 3! 3! 3! 3 ARH!!!. one on monday. two on friday. Jus knew the news today. SO RUSH!! monday is already the presentation. Now i noe why SHS ppl stress over presentations. Then having measurements next week. Then need to go E-plaza to do my learnings, which i skipped doing for 4 weeks. wahaha. Then haf clinical lab prac. Then have to do my medicals. Much more to list.. I guess i dun haf the time to return to sec sch to collect o lvl cert. TAIT!!

One more thing pissed me MOST. today i recieved another anonymous guy number. tis time Adrian. i dunno who the hell is he. he noe my name and number. and he claim he knew me long ago. SHIET on tat damn person who gave Steven and Adrian my numbers. If third time happen again...... i cant do anything. wahahaha!. aiye. whoever doing tat, stop it la. i feel irritated by strangers. pls pls pls!

FER IS COMING BACK!!! tis is sth which makes me happy. wahaha. Gonna haf fun on every weekends!.. love my sisters. heh. we rocks.

Hsin bdae is cuming!.. going her bdae party next week! craziiie! My mum's bdae is cuming, alfred sweetie bdae is cuming, Leon da hair stylist bdae is cuming.. bank book is burning hot soon. all my beloved-s'.. =)

Ted sang very cute on Power 98 FM. wahahas. gonna vote more more more for him!. he gonna gif me a treat. sweets! =D but still, 98.7 FM rocks da best.

i'm FOC today. Full of craps. But since i cant update next week due to my busy schedule. i update more today. hehs. Though busy week. but still.. i noe hw to enjoy my life. HORROR movies' marathon!!. hse of wax, amityville horror, cursed. dun miss these threesome. MUST catch it. lol. i gonna wait for "a lot like love" and "initial-D". both great films.

gonna buy kelly clarkson's new single. Behind these hazel eyes. Simply nice! =)

k lar.. i gotta chat online busily. Gotcha next fri.

shaggy day.

2005-05-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Gwen Stefani - Hollaback girl.

Shagged life. Lack of sleep since the day i start my poly life. Anyway yesterday yh was in TP orientation camp and he's so bored. I can understand ha. so acc him to chat till 3 am plus. Till then.. i woke up at 6am. Feel so restless today. so i skipped my 2 hrs Bio Lectures. hahas. Damn boring..

my lab prac and theory exams are cuming in 2 weeks' time. I haven master all the techniques yet. i dun wan to repeat my semester ah!!. I cant bear to leave my crazy class either. So gonna do sth abt it next week.

Got presentation tis friday and next friday again. Have to do research etc. etc. etc. =\ ohye. we gave miss gwen a mother's day card. lols. she gave us hugs and chocolates. She's one of the nice lecturers la. better than Dr yong, bio. haha.

Sth strange happened again.. recieved several missed calls from a mysterious person. then i managed to ans tis prt call. Then he said he's Steven. He asked if i'm cyndee. So i sae ya. He sae wanna noe me etc. Then i was freak out by tis guy. how cud he noe my name and my hp no. I dun even noe who is he. He's Chn-Thai mixed. fit looking. decent , charming. HAHAs. good appearance BUT lousy characters. he's already attached yet wanna date me out.. Shame on such guys!. Whoever gave him my hp number, shame on u too. LOLs. single still good. =)

lots of things i gotta do tis month. LOTS. tis week haf to clear my presentation 1st. Going gym/swimming with my classmates every friday. Meeting some friends for drinking tis weekend. realised i din study for these 4 weeks.. yet sum exams cuming in 2 weeks' time. tats me. hahas.

ok then. gonna update next week. yers. uploaded Gwen Stefani's song. HOLLABACK GIRL!

wat stated below is true for me. phunk! try it.

Your Birthdate: September 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.

This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

What does ya bdae mean. =)

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

great day. =)

2005-05-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Music playing:
Mcfly - all about you.

Today is International No-Diet day!! plus International No-hwk day. For other states.. not in sg. hohoho!.

Wahahahaha!.. jus reached home yer! enjoyed my day today. "house of wax" really FREAKS us out. but its interesting story. very nice! i love it. Lols. u can see paris hilton slowly strip and making out, u can see michael murray HOT body, u can see bodies being cut into pieces or u can see paris's head stabbed with a metal pole, the movie make u shout "NO!, OUCH!, RUN!, PUKE". Whole cinema filled with screams. AHHHHH~ recommend u guys to watch tis thriller. make u excited. lol. -thumbs up-

then went to Old Mac, chilled in Long John listening my classmates' dirty jokes. then we walked to far east.. sat in HUT to drink and luff our ass off. learnt so much from their sec sch lives'. lOls. chat till 10 plus and we set off. Lendl went home with me. hehs!.. i found out his eyes' are attractive. very beautiful~ =)

AWWWW! NEXT WEEK! we gonna wear swim suits for our LAB!! wahahahas. gonna get excited for tat. we gonna do cleaning on each other. nice one!. today i tried to revenge to sabo sumone to demostrate, in the end teacher insisted me to demo.. HMPHFS!

I'm gonna stay late for tis month already. Every week i haf a presentation~. The last ICA is already stressing us out.. now every week!! OLEY OLEY OLEY OLEY~ sulks. Monday start my psychology class!! WEEEETS!!. but is from 4 - 7pm. zzzz'

I miss ting, anna, sm, fer, ley, ly, dada. where are u gers... I haf so much to tell u all~.. everyday sure got sth makes me remind of u all lo~ everywhere filled with our memories.. All starting sch.. though sum same in nyp.. but different routes. No matter what, u gers still rockz in my heart till i die. wahahas. love u gers! =)

today's FRIDAY!!! gonna get back my fun on sat and sun. pung! why the hell 70 + ppl online in msn. anyway my com aint working. so sorry! =)

yeh. Listen Kelly clarkson new song. "Behind These Hazel Eyes" . its not bad. reflect how i feel. hahs.

gotcha later. later. later. later.

lols

2005-05-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Mcfly - all about you.

ahh. SUMONE ordered me to blog. then ok loo.. since u are reading.. you can say i take things down very easily.. cheerful or wad-so-ever. dun say u cant.. watever i can do.. u also can. get it? Dun keep repeating the same mistake oki. u always haf my support, aron. =p

my stomach is killing me. hurt badly. nth to do with pms. siuk!. old illness again. =\ anyway my group did quite well for ICA presentation. we managed to make whole class and the tuturiol mento laughed. lols. I act as a brain tumor patient. IMAGINE! teacher asked me to join drama. wahahas.

Now chatting with loads of creatures online with my 2nd acc. lols. my classmates are really WOAHS.. more playful than i expected. always make me luff till rolling around. skip lectures together too. Lols. tis is onli 3rd week yet we'r doing tis..

we nv do miss caroline's manuals. she wanna chase us out of the lab. -.- interesting! whackos.

going back to sec sch to collect our o lvl certs.. ohye.. good luck to those havin exams. Eugene, u must be strong like me. ;p

alright la. dun feel like bloggin. but is being pushed by aron. GOOD job arh!. blog after watching "house of wax" tis friday WEEEEE~ watch paris hilton making out. chad michael murray is a cutie. wahahas.

stomach pain is killing me. rolling time`

2005-05-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Mcfly - all about you. =)

awwws. i love "Mcfly - All about you". it make me smile sumhow. hehs.

can i shout i'm tired again?.. sighs. in school for 11 hrs? minus 1 hr break. bio is getting more n more dull. can the Dr Yong teach more interesting?!?! zzz~ anyway today during one lecture. AUDREY was mocked by us man!. lols. she's such a cocky ger. When she stated a sentence.. 1/2 of the lecture hall people was asking her to shut up. HAHA! tis taught her a lesson. lols. shirley, happy now? whoever see her will dislike her. Seriously. =)

i almost doze off in the bus. 40 mins ride.. was thinking tru my career. i really wan to work on marine life and help those dolphins. Till now.. there'r so many countries killin marine life. feeling so pain seeing those dolphins being shoot.

Jin asked me to continue my guitar lessons at town. But my poly schedule is so unstable. gonna consider it well then..

after tml i can release my stress!!. I'm confident my group gonna pass ICA presentation. muhahas~ cus i'm inside.. lol. This friday my mates are pulling me to watch "house of wax". GONNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!

ohh.. JH jus asked me to go dinner with him n his gf sumday. hmphfs. wan me to feel jealousy in love hur!.. muhahas. wun lar. i bless both of u already. u still wan me to bring a guy partner.. I not tat weak lo!.. But i will ask a cutie to acc me tat day. xP hmmm~ seriously.. i nv tot of being with u la. Love doesnt mean must be together. I'm really happy to see you happy. But do me a favour... stop asking me to find guys to take care of me. I really prefer staying alone. Most single girls will agree with me tat guys aint tat trusty. Goodie guys are attached too. wahahas. end my speech lo. hehs. PLUS! Stop saying i'm understanding n grown up, though i am. lol. =) love ya always, dearest fren! =)

It's all about you ..
oh~~~ baby! great song!.

hehs.

2005-05-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

since i chose this rocky and steep path. JH.

i will continue to walk till i fall and roll and die. ok? =)

great. i got my phone finally. but com aint working. hw am i suppose to put my recordings, videos, pics in?.

sat managed to meet up my musketeers. lols. as usual. they'r so so so energetic and crazy. jack and yinghui made us wait for 1hr 30 mins. HMPHFS!. next time gonna make them wait for me at least 2 hrs. =)

after nights of rushing. managed to finish my ICA scripts. gonna present well on wed!.. schedule is tight tml. mug in sch from 8am to 7pm. and i only haf 1 hr break tml.

I cant run away from clinical lab already.. i'm the main target for them to shoot. Any model to demostrate, all point at me and shout " CYNDEE WANT CYNDEE WANT " muhahas. i nv say anything then i'm being dragged to the bed. Good one. i gonna shout their names one by one next time. lols

watched "The Interpreter" with my classmates. oh man. nicole kidman =)) but the movie is more on africa politics. quite dull during 1st half but 2nd half is more exciting. dun really recommend tis movie. hehs.

i wish i'm studying marine life now. i'm stucked studying dead books. when my dreams will come true.. being dolphin trainer'.

my weekends aint satisfying at all. not enuff slp and fun.. instead, problems and mood swings. Long time nv felt tat. rather exhausted now.

hop his dragonboat training is safe and well.
i stand strong alone. =)

first love.

2005-04-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

my com n hp are in faulty condition. Now i'm using another way to blog yers.

if you all ever wonder.. who i'm refering to, when i'm typing "weird sentences" etc..

tat will be jh. I dun wish ppl to anyhow guess and make unnecessary judgements.

there's nth between us. purely frens. Jus tat he made me realised what shud i cherish and love.

I definitely cherish him now than ever. I really believe i dun haf to be with the one i love. I sincerely hope he's happy with his life.. and i'll just be his so called "guardian star". Well.. though i promised myself nt to cry over past matters. but i noe my heart cried so badly these few days. TAKE NOTE. its interior tears. really hurt alot. finally, i truely understand the meaning of love, i managed to learn the happiness from it. Everyday i will jus hope you'r happy and taking good care of yourself. Hope sth will change in the future..

Well.. we wun noe what will happen in the future.. Loving sumone is a wonderful thing. you only haf one heart to feel for once in a lifetime. So dare to love, go for it. Feel for the true meaning of it. dun lose the only chance you haf when u'r existed.

same goes to every each of you. Everyone haf the right to love. Dun look down on urself. Everyone is unique and special. =))

it may be mushy to say "i love u, i miss u". But if you'r truely FEEL it, then u say it. Dun say sth u nv feel it!. it'll only lead yourself to unreal love.

So i dare to say..till now, I love JH simply. Wish him happiness with the one he's with. I'll be glad to hear he's happy.

it's all about you, 11th aug guy. =)

.

2005-04-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Lazy to change.

9pm. jus reached home. WOOOOO!. my energy is still unlimited! wahahhaas. i'm not STRIPPED!!!. how lucky i am. heh heh. the gers sabotaged me. Then i ask one guy to help me.. he nv say anything and agreed. HE's SO NICE LOR!. =x

played pool n bowling with ah-hao, ah-ying n ah-shyan. lols. today aint my form. cant bowl well. ah-ying improved alot. good for her. I wanna start my CCA asap!! but the open-hse is on JUNE. boringg.. ah-ying bought a organiser for me. Very nice. i love and need it alot. she's so sweet =)

before i forget.. JACK, tis sat we cuming out at night. alright? i informed yisong n rui already. help me tell yinghui~ x)) .. i'll gif ya a call on friday. I miss our laughters with tears.

ted told me he got into live in radio broadcast. LOLs. his army dunno wat. Power 98. my hp was faulty, tats why he cant contact me. sorry pal. hehs. i'll show my full support by voting for you, CUTIE ok?

sth is not going smoothly.. 1stly my phone is working badly. secondly my computer need sum activation key. which cant be authorize!!!. i cant log on to my windows.. means i cant online, i cant do anything ! khengyaw came over my hse to check, but cant activate successfully. anyway he helps a lot. tks =)

thirdly, i went to starhub to ask for the phone i want. its OUT of STOCK. just my luck!.

we were being challenged when my class went to pool. those guys are from business sch. and we'r health sci. lols.. but afterall we won. tks to Lendl and Jun.

gonna limit myself to spend 100 bucks for sum stuff. jus for next week. 2 fourskins shirts - $46. white slips - $39. *big satisfying smile*

ICA presentation next week. gonna do well for tis man!. now all the modules are getting more n more difficult. i have to buck up myself. hrmmms. i cant online for this week i guess. hehs. gonna enjoy ourselves on FRI, SAT, SUN, MON!!!!!. WOOOHOOOO!. club club! ta da!. =)

LMAO day.

2005-04-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

**UPDATE!. my hp's seriously down and dumb. lols. i noe i missed lots of sms/calls tis afternoon/nite!. send my apologies man. i nv ignore.. my phone is in coma. need sum operation. oh well.. hp spoilt = bills lower. LOLS. YEY~ i wun reply and ans lo.. lalalalal` =x

Music playing :
Landy feat Jay - wish me happy birthday.

sorry for playing chn song. this song is very nice. esp only landy version. but i cant find.. i only found tis duet. a sad song i guess. but meaningful lyrics. described my feelings tis time. hehs. love myself lots now. wish to be alone.

the sun is stick-kissing my ass man. the heat can make you perspire easy.

today i was late for all lectures and tutorials. gush.
anyway. today is my LMAO day. whole class keep laughin in lects/tuts. learnt those bone names again. WHEN CAN I REM THEM? 206 bones. SIMPLE egs like femur, tibia, fibula, metatarsals, phalanges. these are the simplest!!!! so imagine 206 chim-ga-logical bone' names. why cant they jus sae head, neck, leg, buttock. LOLs.

ohye. next week i haf a presentation already. FAST rite? i jus got my sub-grp. then next week present. i'm gonna take the role-playing. act as a sicko. wahahahs.

BIG NEWS!!!. tml is doom day man!. our lab work tml require one GIRL to STRIP the TOP including the BRA!!!!!. omg. who will ever want to strip in front of 22 gers and show their nipples. LOLs. my class girls jus keep laughing and worrying abt tml. if is jus for the lecturer is alright.. but is for WHOLE CLASS to see.. plus she will touch/press/check. sobs sobs. my precious nipplys. god i trust u tis time. save me pls. ahmen. lols.

acc shir to orchard to eat then walked to heeren. i saw tat pair of slips i'm interested to step on. its 39 bucks. better wait for my pay next month. hohoho.

tis yr batch is cute hehs. our whole class will go anywhere as a herd. eat, class, walk, toilets. same goes to shir's class. lol. collected my lanyard. they STRETCH our photos. make our faces so sickly. like havin cancer. damn funni. now cant late for class anymore.

these few weeks gonna busy with my projs. but i wan to go sentosa tan tan~ i wan to go shopping til i faint~ i wan to hugg my girlfriends till i'm flat~ i wan to kiss my night guys till i'm breathless. LOLs. jk. jus miss my night life. x)

time to tink of the consequences if i'm stripped tml.
two tears dropped. wahahahas.

.....

2005-04-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

love for once..

looking at the stars above.
brightest star we ever get.
wind blown. tears dropped.
it became the dimmest now.
no matter what..
she will be your guardian star.
shining bright for you. always.

98 Degrees - I do Cherish you
this song is dedicated for you
remember her true heart.
she stay true afterall.
11th Aug' guy.

sad..

2005-04-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

Music playing:
from the bottom of my broken heart.

1st week is over. school is great. i learnt. i gonna do well man. but nid lots of determination and discipline to continue. lectures, tutorials, e-learning, CBT, CMS and practicals are stepping over me man. so much to learn!!! hehs. i'll get out of tat step one day. long way to go.

today my classmate was doubting her ability of finding a boyfriend. But suddenly i just quoted " every each of us exist, is to let the other half partner to search ." i duno wat i'm talking abt. lol. but least can make her happy.

ohye. i was late for my 1st tutorial yest. hehs. luckily lendl was takin da same bus with me. lol. he keep takin his own swt time. -.- we'r fine in the end. x)

heard sum dumby news that teenager below 16 cant enter a shopping mall ALONE. its in sg, u noe. it started from one shopping mall rule. stated they cant enter without sumone's accompany aged above 21. heh heh. funny hur.

heard edwin mayb migrate to aust at 2nd june. sighs. gonna miss our bickerings if he's gone. he'll always use all ways to cheer me up whenever i'm bored. love ya AH WIN~. =D

alright. the guys gonna fetch me at 1am. *done.-

HOLD ON!.. rem. a lil smile really makes sumone feel better. i smiled and i made a few strangers as my frens. wahahahas. interesting. =)

=D

2005-04-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Shaggy - Angel.

hehs tks for those asking abt my schooling. its still fun till now. i love WEDNESDAY now. wahahas. cus today only haf 45 mins lecture. tts all!!! but the problem is from my hse travel to nyp is 40 mins lo. today lesson is Sociology. Scientific study of society and human behaviour. we haf a cartoon lecturer. every few mins made us laugh. lol.

so.. today after lecture, haf to wait for shir to finish another 1 hr lecture.. n sch is boring, so i went to grassroots club to practise my pool skills. lolS.. quite dumb playing alone narhs.

after tat met up rs n ly at orchard. saw ziyang!!!. miss him so much. lol. =)) so we were on our way to delfi orchard. BUT!!! we got lost sumwhere with the devil heat. after 30 mins of searching at the claymore rd. FINALLY!-. . . bought my books then.

we went rocky master to haf few drinks. i love my iced fruit tea. heh heh!. to recover my lost jus nw, i went to pacific plaza to buy the roxy shorts i been longing for. lols. and its the LAST piece!!. hmphfs.

errs. we helped a old lady buy 20 packets of tissues. how kind of us right? =x finally i have my own card now!! hope i wun overspend. >.<

spending list today. 1/2 broke. duhs.
*minced meat noodle -- $3.oo
*pool -- $2.oo
*magazines -- $3.oo
*trips -- $4.oo
*3 books -- $150
*iced fruit tea -- $4.oo
*roxy shorts -- $59
*others -- $5.oo
*total -- $227.

the company called me. asked to work as promoter!. can earn $250 in 5 days. but i'm schooling, cant make it. wasted man!. i wanna buy more clothes. i tink i gotta find weekend job. agree hur?

friday got a midnite outing. miss the guys. x)

hmmms, FER! jealous of me starting sch?.. its interesting.. but lots to study.. and tiring yers. hope you can cum back earlier too. hehs. ;) and.. the other girlfrens nv meet up for quite sum time already. get my meaning? oh kay!

zhenglong jus called me. he cant get his posting in nyp. pray he can get his place in rp or np.

soooo!.. tml another shaggin day. 8am to 5pm lectures. hehs. tired nw. take care.

great day.

2005-04-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Kelly Chen - Lover's Concerto

rainy rainy day. sleepy mode.

yerrs!. my 1st day haf much fun man!.. esp my clinical lab work. so much funny stuff!.. summore our lecturer is humourous. lols.. i begin to like bio-science... woohOOO~ 2nd day meetin my classmates.. but i can joke and play with them already. hehs. so happy i can click well with them. =)) our lectures really very interesting. tru tele video. wakakaka.

skipped 2 lessons today. hehs. wed i only haf 1 hr lecture. HMPHFs. go back sch for 1 hr only.

oh well.. i wan to join my sports team now!!!! when's my cca orientation?!? i wan to play national team hehs. my ambition.

after lessons, met up ly n rui to bowl and pool. yers. . tired today. been running around. lol.

my mum's back safely. =D alright.. now i haf to do lectures' notes and schedules already. its packed. catch ya guys' LATERS.

awws.

2005-04-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

-half eyes closed-

totally tired!.. last night only managed to slp for 2 hrs. woke up 6 plus. rush to yck mrt. then went to nyp for orientation. the lecturers are boring man!. they just keep giving "gulala" talks. i'm dozing off. but i'm so high when the students perform. one gurl sang "if i aint got you" by alicia keys. she got a beautiful voice man!. most excited part is the skit. a guy did breakdance!!. he do all sort of stunts. all gers are screaming for him hehs. lOls.

my group mentos are very friendly. good afterall. =D

anyway my class haf 23 students. only 2 guys. pathetic hehs. i try to make more frens..so i just go around crap and laughs.. at least we'r still comfortable yer. my classmates noe me now. LOLs. Nv knew i will see my frens. i mean i saw one of my neighbour. my primary frenssss!.. my sec mates are inside too. nv expect that. hehs. so glad to see them.

anyway. monday need to get all things done and clear. guess one textbook cost hw much. 60 to 90 bucks. -.- nv knew bio sci texts are so expensive! i haf to get all manuals too. POLY LIFE IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. i experienced it now. thou only 1 day of orientation.

but i kinda like it.. hehs. i love walking around. i cant SIT STILL!. the labs are SCARY hehs. they even preserve dead bodies. *SMILES* health sci students will understand it one day. =x ohye. nyp stage and stadium is beautiful. =)

the lunch they provided are shiet man. -.- i ate 1/4 then jus puke off. nw my stomach is so empty. no appetite either. i'm just feeling dead beat. everything end at 6pm.

monday is my 1st actual lesson. hop i dun get lost in the school. i haf to decide my elective module. oh holy god. i guess i gotta choose either Cross-Cultural Psychology or Appreciation of Arts then. i tink tat psychology will be interesting. i can psycho ppl. LOLs.

ok la. i'm jus excited abt my new modules. so much to learn. looking forward on monday. so sorry tat my entry today is all abt STUDIES. but its really interesting. but simply stress. health sci haf so much to learn. get it?

awws. i tink i need to catch sum winks for 1 hr. hehs. roll ya on mon. chills. =)

FRIDAY.

2005-04-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

Music Playing :
Akon - Lonely.

WOOO~ finally friday. yesterday spent my whole day doing housechores then night was having movies marathon. hehs. watched 4 movies in a row. till morning. x)

last night sebastian contacted me. hehs. he was enlisted to baseball national team. proud of him man!.. he wanna treat me sth. sweets!.

ohya. yesterday is shaun's bdae. got him a NIKE (drunk) bag. its a nice bag. cost $79. i paid half of it. awwwws!. he's happy, tats good.

today woke up at 2pm. feel very dizzy. i hate my sleeping hrs man. its so unstable. ohye. tml is my ORIENTATION!!!!!!!. 8am - 6pm. gotta wake up at 6 morning. zzz

rui started working at subway. glad for him. hope he really work hard for it. DUN SLACKS!!! =D

yesterday The OC is another eye-catchin. now the relationships between them is getting more and more complicated. more ppl are involved. awwws.! getting exciting. WEETS!

i miss my mum badly. how's she now. is she safe? is she eating well? sighs.

can i change the lyrics of Akon - Lonely to a lady version. hehs.

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm missy. Lonely (missy. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) guy..

alright. i tink i get back washing my dad n bro clothes. tonight gonna stroll around to relax..
catch ya tml.

hehs.

2005-04-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Akon - Lonely.

imagine within 2 nights downloaded 350 music files plus 5 new movies. hehs. found a way to download movies, songs. i manged to find all my top hits songs. WOOOHOO~. r&b and hip-hop really rocks~.

i'm in love with tis song. Akon - Lonely. really very cute and nice. i'm gonna get this single. hehs. you guys try to listen the whole song. x)

yesterday went shaw house with rui. was feeling uneasy at tat time, then saw aron suddenly. i lost in words and actions. so i just walked away to meet up another fren. mixed feelings. feeling down yer. i'll smile till the end. =)

i overspent. damn shiet. 1st day of tis week i already spent finished my week allowance. awws!. i want my roxy shorts so badly. gonna get it next week no matter wat!!!!.

ohye, the nyp sent me a letter. stated i need to hand in another form. *SCREAMS* i went back to sch 3 times for the sake of the tree papers. why they cant tell me once for all. Nightmare going back there. Luckily my dad gonna fetch me later. sweets. x)

heard today is SYF. lol. good luck to those band ppl. esp hsin, jo, bel bahs.

now should get back eating those softy softy biscuits. *cries* nv been broke so badly. lols.
-TILL THEN-

hehs.

2005-04-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Britney Spears - From the bottom of my broken heart.

finally. my pms came. i tot i missed it. hehs.
feeling much better. knew i can get well from my sickness soon.

today went nyp to submit my last form. helped shir. she shud thanked me man. lol
went ps to meet up the girls in pizza hut. then went back to pcss. hmphfs.

evening went sumone's hse to take a nap. weets. tat person put drugs in my water. me n fer feel very dizzy/tired after tat.... then he pulled us to his room.. then etc etc etc.. =)
night went to the shop to see our "darling satayman" . lols. he love us lots lots hehs.

today dun haf the time to go esplanade. wasted.

btw. today watched "the wedding date". its really sweet. sum parts are really sad. control my tears. hehs. afterall.. the guy is so charming. so MAN. so talented. so sweet. this movie made fer wanna fall in love again.. awwwws~ Lols.

fer going back to medan tml loo. she'll be back middle of may. sighs. i miss her money/treats. lols. she always treat me lo. such a pretty ger. for tis week only. huggs. bon voyage! =x

hehs. i got alot of stuff need to clear tis week. update soon then.

sick.

2005-04-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

silence is sth i will do.

i dun resist and against.

sorry if i'm too stubborn. tts wat i am.

but i learnt how to be silence.

no matter wats' the suffering.

silence ends it all.

mum going bangkok tml then.

i'm more alone.

tml going esplanade library whole day/night.

we wanna find out sth.

dead sick.
tks fer for taking care of me last nite.
she made it worse. lol

so tts all. sick made me imaginative.

feeling so tough.

its ok. its alright. its gonna over.

sneeze.

2005-04-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Kiss - Because I'm A Girl

today feeling CMI. hehs. my inner throat is burning. my heavy flu is back. arghs. sneezing to death. signs of getting sick. nv fall sick since sec 3. faints. zzz.

x) x) x) yesterday was really a fun day. lols. woke up early morning to meet up the guys. we went to the x-box room to watch "like mike" . hehs. then afternoon went bugis to shop fuhs. bought my 4 black studs, new world order bag( I LOVE IT!) , 2 tops, 1 pants. i wanted a waist pants from topshop!!! awws. the pants cost $79. then the size too BIG. lols. so gonna go other shop and search. overspent. $200 gone.

evening went bishan to catch a movie with ruey n fer. "the eye 10" . LOLs. the starting part, 3 of us laugh out loud ok. especially the lady licks the monks. hahahas. laughing tru out!. but the movie aint tat nice.

then watch till 11 plus. take a cab rush to serangoon to meet up zhihao. lols. had a great time there bahs!. then after tat took cab back to my home again.

i wanted to sleep when i reach home, but i realised i need to let my dad sign a form. but he's asleep and i dun really want to wake him up. so i stay up till 6 morning he woke up. lOls. then today 10 i haf to meet the gers. AHH~~ fated to sleep for 4 hrs everyday. hehs.

later sum frens coming over my hse to watch vcds again. hmmms. thinking of ways how to cheer my "sisterhood bro". i only can console and comfort him. hop he can tink it tru one day.

u learnt from ur mistakes. stand up and move forward. use a brighter angle to look ur situation. when you'r crying, i will cry with you. dun feel alone, deedee always 24/7 on her hp. hehs. huggs. x)

tired days...

2005-04-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Mandy Moore - Someday We'll know

woots. these few days very tiring for me. slept real late and woke up very early. lols. fer is back, so these few days acc her doing her poly documents too. she's going back to medan again. AGAIN. lol. she miss her shaking bed. her country still having earthquakes lo. sad.

so today went orchard to collect my medical reports. i'm EXTRA fit and healthy. lols. then acc fer to go around clinics to do lots of stuff. wait n wait. =x

on da way saw jack with her sis-IN-LAW. lols. i nv mistaken lo~ i miss u lo. opps. then on another way saw sharon. hehs. so surprised to see them.

we met up yisong n ly!. went to nyp to submit our enrolment package. then we chit chat around.. then ting n fer went seperate ways with us. yisong, ly n me take bus together. the weather is sooo humid. so "cold" . then they wanted to catch a movie. but i wanted to come home and take my bath.. so nv go with them. hehs. sum more tonight going night market. yehs.

must tks yisong, jackson, ting, ley n others for helping me for those info man!. =)

errs. tml will be another exciting day. morning shall meet up ly, fer, ting, yisong, yongjie, tzehau, shun and da rest to the country club. lols. gonna enjoy ourself there. afternoon shall go for sum SHOPPING!!!! weets. then night will be catching a movie. then midnite shall meet up fer, ruey n zhihao to continue our night life. WOOOOO~ tats life man. lols.

simply love my happy-go-lucky life. hehs.

nv miss THE OC tonight. *thumbs up*

now gonna play pool. OUT!-

hehs.

2005-04-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

jus dl quite a few mvs' .. then happened to download kiss's songs. "without you" is nice.. but i unable to load it.. so sorry!.. its a sad song. =x ask from me if wanna hear it. hehs. x)

Kiss - Without you

Verse 1

As I sit here and think

about all that I'm missing.

all that I'm missing oh yeah

But everything that

I could ever ask for of you

All the past time we've spent,

wondered how you've been,

wondered how you've been oh yeah

But the more that you're on my mind,

I'm just lonely and blue can't you see

Why can't you be with me to hold me tight,

just be with you will make everything better and right.

Chorus:

I wanna have you by my side

you always make it right

and without you my heart starts to cry

How will I ever go on,

how will I stay strong

do you see without you my soul dies

Verse 2

It's a terrible night,

remembering what we had,

remembering what we had. oh yeah

And I can't sleep or wake

and thinking of you makes me sick as you do.

I can't seem to shake you off my mind,

just wanna go back in time to just press rewind

You're all that I want,

you're all that I need

So why don't you come in baby please.

hehs..

2005-04-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Fantasia - Truth Is

hehs. jus reached home... very tired i must sae. run around today to get some documents done.

firstly woke up at 9 plus to meet up ley n ting. i took my photos already. sooo -.- . hmmm. ..

then we rushed to heeren clinic. there are so many ppl. then we waited for 1 hr.. finally my turn!.. 1stly step, FORCE my urine out. lols. soo yucky. =x 2ndly, take my wt n ht. 3rdly, check my eyesight, its PERFECT hehs. 4thly, blood test. the tube so thick n long.. then the needle poke on my right arm. one tube of blood is gone. my right arm still feel lil numb. hehs. 5thly, physical check-up!. took off my top clothes. then check check check. lols. 2 mins is done. x) its a female consultant. hehs.

after tat.. we need to rush to orchard building to take x-ray. finished at around 1 plus. and i need to get to serangoon asap, so i asked shirley to help me submit my x-ray to heeren clinic at 2pm. Sooooo~ thursday i need to go heeren clinic and collect my medical reports. hehs

reached serangoon, met up ly and ruey. went UOB to ask abt paying fees.. they never directly ans my questions.. so i'm quite pissed abt it. then forget it .. i'll do it another day.. so i went POSB to update my bank book and reg my card. will wait till 1 week later to get my card. hehs.

after 1/2 documents done, went to superbowl. i'm weak.. but still can get 155. average hurs. lols. then went heartland to buy my music cd and vcds. signed up for priviledge card. then bought sum sushi back home for dinner. tats all~... today is my pissy day. tks ley, ting, ly, ruey acc me whole day. =)

ted asked me to work at robertson quey restaurant every sat and sun. i dunno where the hell issit. ~ ahhhs. then my another fren informed me i have new stuff to promote. its on 15th and 16th!.. but my orientation starts at 16th..!!!! quite bothered abt these 2 jobs. *sulks

hate doing those paper documents.. so many unfinished stuff to do. sighs. ..

feeling weak now. gotta rest. hehs. keep out.

woooooohoooo!

2005-04-02T07:28:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Britney Spears - Toxic

hehs! reached home slightly late. 6.3oam. just bathed.. not tired at all. so i just update. x)

yesterday afternoon met up ly n ting. went to country club. played pool, soccer and x box! hehs. the x box is soooo funny. we were playing racing cars. den sumhow my car overturn den it vertically stand which i cant move at all!! lols.. i have to wait till ly's car to bang my car down. eerrs tats the 1st vertically stand car i ever seen. xP

played till 4 plus, we travelled to east coast. went to bowl.. and i saw zhejun! hehs. her JC having sum fun games there. played til 6 plus. we went to find our bbq pit. the moment we reached, we saw OTAHs are burning with fire. lols. >.<

the bbq quite disorganised. cus last min do all the stuff. lols. but we do alot of dumb n funny stuff. 3/4 of our mates turned up. sooo happy to see them!. we catch up lots lots lots.. and were talking abt our happy moments during npcc. we missed SEC 2s period da most!.. cus tats the times we'r the most united and happy =D

ohya!. its rueyshyan bdae. and all of us.. take turns to call him. one by one!.. lols. so funny. and the last call we sang him a bdae song. but he's so EMOTIONLESS. smack him upside down. -.-

then we went fishing at 4 am plus. lOls. the most funny part is when yongjie wanna throw the thingy, then he smack too hard, the whole rod broke into 2. lOls. then the guys keep laughing and laughing. seems like they dun feel the pain of breaking the rod. hehs.

then we played cards, loser eat the left-over food. lols. then happened to see thianseng, hancong they all. yeps. lotsa strange things happened too. =x

happy to see them once again. mayb next week playing sports with them. =)

yeaps.! my course confirmed start at 18th april lo. before 11th april, i have so so so much stuff to do. Medical check-up, x-ray, hepatatis B, urine test, poly pass, fees, enrolment forms. AHHHHHH~ all these really gif me a headache already. need to run around to do those things.
most of my friends go in NYP too. hehs. means can see them often~.

in the past, i dun really like sports cars.. but after watching Initial-D series. omg~. its really nice lo. so exciting and interesting!. now i'm waiting for the real movie to be out. sooo COOL!

NEXT!.. later gonna celebrate ruey's bdae. meeting some frens at 1pm. so i dun tink i can sleep already. ohya. tonite going jo's chalet too. sooo~ i'll be dead tired on sunday. no time for update. hehs. plus next week i need to go alot of places to get my documents done. not much time for update. i'm also lazy to update every 2 days. x)

now i wanna watch sum vcds~. well then.. i'll update when all my poly stuff are done!.. hehs.

the O.C ROCKS!

hmphfs

2005-03-31T03:14:00.000+08:00

Music playing :
Jet - Look What You've Done

FER! PLS COME BACK BY MID-APRIL.MY SCH STARTS AT 18TH. SOBS~

geez. too much for me to update at tis hr, 3.o5am lol. so summarise. =))

tml bbq gathering with my funkiest mates.. went tru ups and downs for 4 yrs. x)

sat is an impt day. tats what he stated. my follower's birthday. gonna celebrate. hehs

my mum make me faint again. her pub got a few army guys wanna ask me n my gers out. NAHs. too mature for me.

i still prefer my cutie sunny boy! =))
i simply miss huggs and being pampered. awwws.
dreaming my guy riding a dolphin to fetch me LOLs.

update when all my funs are over. ^.^

je coup manque vous.

tired.

2005-03-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

blog song :
Skye Sweetnam - Tangled Up In Me

yeas. every week i will change my blog song. simple!

yesterday earthquake? .. zzz but i nv felt it.
luckily fer is alright.. she's in medan. just in the middle of the indo. zz. there must be shaking terribly. hehs. gonna pull her back to sg by april NO MATTER WHAT`!. so worried for her.

yesterday nite had a LONG chat with frens on da phone. from 12am till 3 or 4 am plus.. n woke up damn early today. went shaw hse for interview.

i'm super lazy and tired now. i haf to drag myself everywhere i go. lol- gonna turn in early.

so PLS dun mistaken if i nv ans ur calls or reply ur msgs. hehs. sorry.

update tml.. sweets! =)

hehs.

2005-03-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

first of all. happy bdae to yinghui!.. he's so touched by my msg. opps =)

=) so today met up with a few frens. walk ard. bought sth =x

lasalle SIA still alright. the buildings inside look like my primary school. weets.

played pool. lols. today is not my lucky day man! keep miss cue.

thanks edwin lots!.. he burn tat cutie game for mee. x) i promised i will acc you play! n you promised my angel wings. hehs.

ohya. yesterday nite. lols. CCA chat.. with my cca mates.. all so funni. mayb holding a gathering tis weekend or next weekend bahs. hehs.

ruizhi showed me a few moving emotions. DAMN CUTE AND HILAROUS. muahahas. u guys ask me to show u in MSN. really very funny. msn 7.0 hehs.

Ted gonna hold a NEIGHBOURHOOD outing. -.- lols he just lived below me. he always do such stuff. soo.. i gonna get more ppl along to play.. the place will be at Sentosa. anybody interested, most welcome okay!.

arrs. heard my course gonna start on 18th april. i tink orientation. woohoos. i'm looking forward for tat day man!. so excited abt it. making frens and learning how to poke those injections. muhahahs. =x

ooooh. before i forget. i will be changing my blog song often. hehs. cus i found out a way to put those NICE songs in.. hehs. wanna learn? .... treat me famous amos and i'll tell u! xP

ohhs. freda zhu going taiwan!! i gonna irritate her!!.. get a few thingys for me.. x)

pray stars i can get the job i wan.

hehs.. later gonna cycle. so gonna rest now.. DEE ROCKS! x)

sunday!

2005-03-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

errs. =\ so last nite just play tru out lo.. den my mother on the way home saw rui n zhihao.. invited them to my hse at 2 am plus. -.-

i slept at 7 am plus. den woke up at 10 plus. doesnt feel so good on sunday.

my parents nag at me for not eating for the whole day. -.- i told them i not on diet.. is i really no appetite. lols. den they dun believe. >.<

fer ah fer. i dunno why i cannot msg u in msn. rui cant too. you dun upset abt going tp alone. we will always hang out together right. my hse is always ur second home. hehs.

tml i going lasalle SIA to look around. den meeting quazar to return sth. den walk around town. hehs.

thats all to end the day. feel low enough. x)

hehs.

2005-03-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

woohooo!. managed to release my worries.

strolling really helps man!.. clear my mind.. tink it tru.. weeets*

hehs. today really happy la. finally can chat online with my frens.

eerrs. all frens dun believe i get into the course i entered. lols all laughed and joke at me. hmphfs. -.-

they said i'm more suitable to interacting jobs. since i'm so "noisy" hehs. i take it as compliment then. lOLs.

hehs. gonna buy one jersey for beloved alfred on his bdae. since he asked for it. x)

ruizhi asked me for ONS. slap him upside down. lols always like to sexually harassed me. muhaahas.

den my dabian joey today 2 months anni with his gf. lols they very cute lo. 14 or 15 yrs old onli.. lols puppy love. hehs. seems like i'm old le lo... 16/17 -.-

i just love all my frens man!.. hehs

ehs.. yesterday middle of the nite. a guy randy called my hp.. and he just chat with me.. without knowing who am i. lols. interesting. suddenly just make a friend liddat. hmmmm~

i miss my 4F mates norhs. =D

i recieved a letter from changi general hospital.. i'm still considering ... x)

now rui n zhihao coming to find me in the middle of the nite... nite life again.. SWEETS!

so gonna sneak out!... update soon then. x)

no more.

2005-03-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

totally lost in this road i chose.
bits of disappointment and discouragement.

past memories hunt me still.
just wish i can erase it.
may it be good or bad.
just want to stop the pain.

don't dare to hope nor wish anymore.
it doesn't take much to learn nor cry.

stay true is enough.
too much for me to continue.

ah ha!.. going out soon.
free from all worries! SMILE~

COLD

2005-03-25T05:09:00.000+08:00

Mariah Carey Feat Fatman Scoop & Jermaine Dupri.
Blog Song: It's Like That

okayys. its GOOD friday morning. 5.o9am!. still cant get asleep..

was fixing my com whole nite.. phews.

eerrs. these few days running around. still trying to cut down my daily expenses.

but today mayb going sumwhere and spend money again. hmphfs.

mayb i just wanna stay at home. ahhh.. see how issit later.

hmms. read aron's blog already. since he asked me to link him.. quite happy for him tat he managed to find his next love. just hope he can treat her well den.. he's happy then i'll be happy.

though i'm single, i still stay true to my heart. x)

guess i shud nap for few hrs. hehs. >.<

awwws!

2005-03-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

stomach pain pain >.< @#)$@#*&!*(&*!~

today get tanned again. lotsa dumb n funny things happened again. lOls. i simply love my girlfriends.

things i need to do :
1) my upcoming school.
2) get more beachwear.
3) ASH highlight.
4) more n more clothings.
5) shades.
6) train my ABS!.
7) get a perfect tan.
8) cut down my SMS! omg. everyday hundred least. -.-
9) decide a new phone model. waiting for my SE W800i **
10) stay true to my heart. x)

sum frens already start to nag at me lo.. ask me dun play so much..

they knew love and playfulness made me did so badly for my 'o' lvls at tat period of time. love is cus of heartbroken. playfulness is to make myself numb of the pain. but its so over! tts the past.

i only can blame myself being so naive at tat time. still believe love will last.

after seeing so much things.. i learnt. wooohoo! or rather sae i noe hw to cherish. sooo dun worry! .. i wun let love affect my life again.

everyday/night going out really spent tons of money. *sobs*

time to cut down my daily activities and my night life outing!. gonna concentrate more on my body training.

tml out again. *eyes half-closed* LOLs.

update tis friday. nites.

woahhhhs!

2005-03-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

yeeeeys!.. i like jessica simpson's songs!.. same to ashlee simpson. both are great* ;)

i watch SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!. omg. lols. so damn funny okays. but its lame funny. but its sooo dumb tat made me LOL. i enjoyed watching this movie.. i can luff til cry.. lols. but i tink only around my age will understand those lame stuff.. those small kids wun understand. =p

upcoming so many great movies!.. gotta catch them .. sweets!..

today managed to see my lovely girlfriends!!! =D they bought me presentssss! soo nice okayyys!. i love it.. *BIG GRINS* i noe its expensive. esp the jewellery!!! *muacks*

while shop around PS.. saw clarine, yisong.. den after a while.. saw skinny yujin and clarice!.. hehs.. so coincidence x)

i jus walked home from serangoon alone.. so cooling** sing all the way home.. lalalalala~

tml going sentosa again!.. woohooooo!. tanning tanning.. swimming swimming.. beach ball... cycling.. just cant resist beach life.. relaxation with fun!

hehs. update sooon! - weets -

ilovemylife.

ended.

2005-03-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

aron.

glad you woke up.

i know i meant to say no.

now you have found sumone in your life.

hope you cherish.

lucks.

i'm not a girl.. not yet a woman.

2005-03-19T11:59:00.000+08:00

i'm not a girl. not yet a woman! =)

yehs.. try listenin Jennifer Lopez new album. make u feel like shaking ya boody =p

right now listening Jessica Simpson - Irresistable!... nice song! make me feel soo great!!*

these few days stomach is giving me all sort of signals. lols.. but still dun haf PMS.. Ahhhhhhhh~!** the pain make me groans whole nite.. lols.. so xin ku .. =\ if i'm pregnant HOW? den i wan a twin boy and ger.. lols.. save my time.

glad i can still be frens with jh.. sumhow the feeling is still there. hmmms. but tis time round i dun hope for anything.. nv tot of going further r/s.. friendship is more impt than anything else.. he made me cherish whatever i have.. i dunno hw to explain.. but i noe he understand. x)

alot ppl sae i turn mature le ley!!.. lols so happy. =x they sae my looks and thinking.. but my actions still make them feel i'm still a 3 yrs old kid.. LOLs. u all noe why i always feel so young? cus HAPPY!.. happy make me turn 10 yrs younger. hahas. =x i noe i crap alot.

right now chatting with FER!!!.. she ask me go bali tis yr. lols.. she wan to pull me to seduce those lao ah pek in the beach.. hahas.. =x

sighs.. i msged my sisters.. sum nv reply me.. SOBS.. i miss our crazy-ness everywhere.. I REALLY MISS U ALL!!!!!!.. =(

my stomach is asking me to roll already.. update next week!.. SWEETS! i'm xiao tian tian =x

finally.!

2005-03-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

finally can update!.. these few days having sum com problems.. cant surf net except for online.. yeay. all thanks to kheng yaw. =) he helped me for hours. but now my files are still corrupted. so next week need to reformat or sth.

these few weeks soooooo busy!. everyday packed with sth. these few days been looking out for jobs.. den run around for interviews.. kinda sick of tat. i mean tiring. plus within 2 days already spent $10 tripfare. awws! i hate using adult fare. one mrt station trip already need a dollar plus. >.<

today went for the citibank promoter interview. lols. den tat person 1st ques asked " you look familiar, haf i met u before ?" den he very straight forward.. ask abt my strength and weakness... tis week they will inform me abt the results. hop i can get it! x)

today i saved a BIRD!!!!. a wild bird. lols. very small and cute!!. at 1st i saw it lying at the roadside.. look kinda dead. lols but i see the heart still beating.. so rueyshyan BRAVELY catch the bird. .. the bird is struggling but cant fly.. so we kindly went to pet shop and buy a hamster cage, bird food for the birdie.. if we send to vet.. it will be very very expensive!. so we rather take care itself. lols =x now its with rueyshyan.. the birdie starts to eat and drink.. now is sleeping! soooo sweet! =D

err. i miss my SISTERS` .. long time nv gather already. =( hope sumday can meet up!.

ya. now i noe special moments to cherish forever.-

shall update whenever i'm free. sweets! x)

i do cherish (you).

last msg.

2005-03-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

msg to aron :

i was out just now. came back at 11 plus.. den before tat, my msn appear online by itself.. tts why u tot i nv reply you. your so called "last" letter to me is not i really want.. i tot 6 months til now.. you wud wake up and tink. but you make me really disappointed. Jus becos i cant accept you back, you wanna break our only friendship now? i nv tot of my future to be with who or who or who. thou i really hope to find a shoulder to lean on.. but tts not the way i wan..

i fell, i hurt, i cried but i stand again, i tink and i learnt. i treasure all my relationships. i just hope you can really treasure our friendship too. whatever happen in the future.. we wun noe!. get it? so i hope u really read tru the letter you wrote to me ONE LAST TIME.

words cant describe anything.. so show it!. pls wake up before i'm really gone forever. alright? i dun wish any one of us having any regrets before we died. =)

wonderful dayss!

2005-03-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

blog song : don't say it's too late.

WOAH!!!.. ice creams. *drools~~

i had so so so so so much fun selling ice creams there!.. lols.

i made new frens.. mature frens.. loLs... they very humorous! keep make us laughs.. HAHAHA.

really alot of funny happenings.. lols.. i did sth very very silly and make all ppl laugh LOL and point at me. its accidentally! .. =x

yea.. i very hardworking and good eh!.. i even helped a lady to deliver the 10 tubs of icecreams plus 20 bars.. soooooo heavy!. across so many streets.. climb up .. climb down.. but good exercise.. =D

i earned extra $20. plus 100 bucks two days. sooo happy. ^^

next thurs til monday got a foodfair at suntec too.. i aint sure if i haf the time slot for there.. the manager will call me when there's any foodfairs... so i can be promoter!!.. woohooooo!. good partnership with liying.. we have lotsa fun. =D

ehs.. now yujin have another part-time business for me.. i may consider joining that.. gonna ask more informations abt it.. ",

err.. tml is SATURDAY!!... shopping shopping shopping!!! gonna get a new bag .. YAY!.. mayb get a puma, mizuno, golla or adidas bag. wweeeeTs!

ok wat else i shud report? ... errr... i tink i'll start going gym to train up already. perhaps next week.. yay.. ok tats it for this week!.. i'm feeling contented.

i'm down with heavy flu.. sumone pls take care of me. x)

meows..

2005-03-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

heys. just wanna update where i'm working tml and friday... 4 of us working. gwen, sm, ly and me. .. den two set up 1 stall... i team up with ly. . our stall will be at McCallum Street.. near Tanjong Pagar Mrt ... open from 11am til 6.30pm.. buy one tub of ice cream.. get two bars free. =D

we'r not wearing bikini.. lols.. but wearing tight fitting shirt.. which is quite transparent. =x tis job gonna have soooo much fun!.. so todae we went for briefing.. on the way saw so many peicai frens.. hmm hmmm..

okayys. recently i saw a new phone. Sony Ericsson W800i. Whoever gave me tat, i marry u immediately. lols. but tat phone is not even out yet. =(

ohya. yesterday i was helping ruey Bidding for alot of stuff in Ebay.. lols. so fun.. all people are challenging to bid for that item.. we bid for iRiver mp3, zen touch, cd player and Samsung D500c. we won two items at least. =))

these few days i'm tinking of my happy moments in the past.. sooo much fun and laughters.. sumtimes i just wish sumone to lend me a shoulder to support on.. last time i used to haf a guy who can gif me tat.. he treated me soo good.. but i gave him up.. i'm so dumb.. nv forget him though.. =)

these few weeks i got alot of stuff to rush.. i need to do a advertising design thingy. so i haf to tink and plan .. design a story board.. i'm gonna put all my effort on it.

apart from tat.. i will get a decent job lo.. my dad is really against me these few days.. so i need to do sth to show him.. to convince hiM!!.

i wanna be a baby.. so i can whine as much as i wan.. my parents doesnt seems to care how i feel.. at least if i'm a baby.. if i cry.. they will take a look at me.. now i cry.. nobody noes..

in the end also must stand by myself... etc..etc..etc..

grrrrrrs. timed out. going out again! NIGHT LIFE!.. ciAo~*

come what may.

2005-03-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Moulin Rouge

Nicole Kidman/Ewan McGregor

Come What May

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

I want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day I'm loving you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high

No river too wide

Sing out this song I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather

And stars may collide

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may

I will love you, I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

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just watch tis show.. my fav movie.. everytime watch tis show, tears will flow down within my control.. a great story of love.. a love which will live forever.. but how much of love will live in our realistic world? hurr? we dunno.. perhaps dun haf at all.

finally.. after 5 til 6 months.. today aron msged me.. kinda surprised but still feeling alright with it.. at least tis day we can talk to each other.. glad tat each of us haf our own road to continue.. sumday he will find a girl who can give him happiness.. mayb he already found it. but anyway.. wish him all da best in watever he do.. esp getting into the bball nationals.. i noe he will make it`. =)

okays. i guess i really update after selling my ice-creams. which start on thursday. hehs.

wish me luck for my interview/design test tml.

come what may.

hehs

2005-03-06T04:20:00.000+08:00

........................

i'm finally tot tru everything!.. now nth can break me down. . hehs

i really enjoying my life...

tis coming week haf a 2 days' job.. rather simple.. selling ice creams at shenton way..
all the cuties/babes will be there. lols ahems*

errrs.. love is really unpredictable.. hope tat person will find his way out sumday.. JH =)

ehs.. nw waitin for courses results on 23rd march.. so i cant go for holidays at tis moment.. cus hospitality course may call me anytime for interview... hospitality course is really very impt to me.. i wan to mingle with more ppl. HEHS. =D sorry hilda! but april definitely will be free hurs? =x

these few days unable to get 8 sisters down for a chat or sth.. so these few days i spent more time with fer.. yea. later she's leaving.. sunday, 11 am. =(

but i enjoyed this week with her. lols..

just knew a fren tru fer and rui. Zhi hao!.. lols a cute n funny guy eh!... but he's taken by fer.. awwwws. too bad =x

ok bahs!.. later meeting gwen to catch up more...

.. selling ice creams!.. yum yum. anyway is on tis cuming thurs and fri.. 11 am til 7 pm.. at shenton way!.. dun cum okay? LOLs. time for eyes' resting.. sweets! x)

...

2005-03-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

hrms.... i'm alright... so no nid to worry..

i just need more time to tink ...

i'm still myself.. cheerful and crazy...

these few weeks i wun online and update...

i haf impt stuff to handle..

these few days i'm playing outside. sooo dun worry! =)

errs.. so sorry i din reply messages... anything just cor me then!.

okays.. so take care everyone..

update soon*

i treasure what i have now. x)

sighs..

2005-03-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

results' out.. passed.

nv get wat i wan..

though i expected this when nv study..

glad my sisters got wat they wan..

everything is very confusing for me now.. so try not to cor or sms me hurs.. sorry for nt replying.

i really feel like crying... realli wanna sae sorry to my parents. .. but they nv blame me at all.. tis make me feel worse..

tis is the most regretted thing i ever done.. WHY I PLAY SO MUCH!

gone`-

WOOOOW

2005-02-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

phews! =D

had a great time these few days..

yesterday went out to shop for presents.... went bishan... far east... pacific plaza.. heeren.. pS..

we went pacific plaza rite.. den the roxy and billabong shorts are sooooo NICE! and the bikinis are beautiful too... but quite expensive.. hundred plus plus plus~ .. hahas.. gerfrens wanna go sentosa for tanning soon.. so we gonna get sth hur hurrs.

bought liying one roxy shirt. she look very nice on it.. yeaps.

i still haf to buy 6 presents... gonna spent few hundreds on it ..... lols.. but once in a year.. so must gif sth tat person realli like.... RIGHT....

Finally... 8 sisters met up yesterday.. but we onli managed to chat for 2 hrs... hope we can meet up more often.. =D

lols.. recieved shaun's call yesterday. glad he's doing well and everything. gonna meet up with him sumday to catch up..

fer came my hse yesterday nite. . had a long long chat. watched Love Hina. LoLS. we keep laughing.. den finally managed to slp at 5 plus.. HEEES. but woke up at 10.+ .... SHIOK arh!.. zzz..

TODAY is realli a fun day .. lols.. cus i got to SING!!!.. muhahas . all my gerfrens... only fer and sookmei love to sing.. so todae fer, sm, rui and me went k-ster to sing for 4 hrs....

i really enjoyed myself.. Laughs.. screams.. the exciting mood x)

after singing.. went marina south to eat seafood steamboat.. quite nice ah.. but the van that fetch us is REALLY SPEEDING. nearly knock and roll the van over. muhahas.

follow by.. we went city hall.. esplanade.. bla bla.. nth much there .

i tot i will be tired.. but ... i still feel very energetic. wooooohooooooooo!

Monday getting results.. more excited to see how much i fare when i din study. LOLs.

mr seow said must wear sch uniforms.. -.- i wun believe the whole graduates will wear sch uniforms to get results. summore throw already. lols...

The pasa malam i tink open yesterday.. its SMALL. tiny mini SMALL. . lols my advice is not to waste ya time dere... but den... u all wun waste time if u all look for me.. lols.. =)

ok!. time for conference call.... interj bonsoir (gd nite)

if i aint got you... x)

fer is back`

2005-02-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

i love alicia keys! " if i aint got you " =)

yeapps! i kinda tired nahs... cus tis morning 5 am promised to help sumone morning call horss... den nv slp much. LoLs. i wanna make him guilty. =D

den... last nite managed to chat with yinghui and andy tay. lols we keep gossiping and talk abt sch.. den dey very funny nahs. keep joke abt lame stuff. yaa..

todae checked moe web. found out results will be out on monday. 2pm ehsss.. bla bla bla..

so todae went bishan to get ly singpass done. . after tat went to changi fetch fer.. lOls.. liying drew " welcome back miss winniefer " .. den she wave the paper.. lols.. FER slim down already. she bluff us.. sae she fat.. now she 34 25 32... i GUESS. =x we bought very cute chocolates for her too.. hehs..

den we went swensen for our dinner... CRAYFISH PASTA is nice. =)

after tat took a cab to serangoon north. . carry her stuff to her hse... den we went to sum void deck to chat... asked christopher to cum down too.. so liddat liddat ....

so these few days i'm gonna spend more time with fer. yae... so tml she cuming my hse stay.. den we can catch up more stuff..

I VERY TIRED TO TYPE... aiya.. i'm glad to see fer back ... but she gonna go back next week liao.. sad nahs... she cant go hong kong with us.. even more sad. ... hope cruise she can make it bahs...

my area open pasa malam soon.. n mini fun fair LoLs.. mayb tml or sat... den u all wanna cum... can cor and find me hurrs...

OK LAR.. i'm too restless to type.. OUT!

SHOPPING DAY`

2005-02-23T08:28:00.000+08:00

deeeeeee oiEeeeEee~ tats wat ted always shout at me.

i'm Soooooo damn happy. hahas. cus i bought sum clothes i really really like. =D

yesterday went PS with dada... went to shop around.. she bought her skirts, tops..

spend a hundred plus on 4 tops. . one top from POA is 54 bucks. its ex. but i like the designs. todae consider shop quite lil already. Lols.

den went to cafe cartel for dinner. soooooo full. =)

we managed to find a travel agency at PS. . . we got the informations we need.. so now we need to plan the time ...

now den i realise my 77th street card got sooo many benefits. yays. tats one gd thing.

Shopping really make me feel so great. hehs. but of cus need to spend quite a sum on it..

did i mention recently i dream of being a pilot? LOLs.. i dunno why. Now i haf serious thoughts of my future. Marine life.. Hotel Management... Media designing.. Visual Communications.. visual communications is sth like photographing and other media stuff.

In the end also haf to see my results? aint i? lols..

FINALLY. i recieved the SingPass when i open mailbox. Lucky arh!..

i tried to sleep early last nite.. i laid on bed at 12 am plus. . turn out to be smsing 6 cuties. lols. den roll around my bed.. in the end managed to tune in at 3am. BUT i woke up at 4.3o am. and i cant slp anymore. i aint tired.. but these sleeping hrs are gonna turn me down. . Zzzz...

hmmms. later gonna meet up ly for lunch. heard she only worked for 2 days hurs. lols. i understand. working is tough. x)

Finally.. i jus found out sth.. and i managed to convince myself.. such a relief.. phews! anyway its about my past thingy.

My mum bought back my white ladies' slipper i wan! ... HILDA ! i got ur stocks. 1 pair white, 1 pair pink... yours are nice.. so i'm gonna spoil it. =)

okays. now is 8 am sth... the surrounding is so dead.. i wish i'm in school running about now.. lols. i miss sec 4F life.......! all laughters .. HAHAHAHAH... i miss 4 - Forwards. i miss makin noises in class. i miss making fun of myself. i miss changing in class. i miss vandalising my desk. i miss sneakin out during lessons. i miss moving around. i miss group works. i miss chit-chatting. i miss 4f gers. i miss the guys' playfulness and pervertic actions. WE MISS MR SEOW.. Muhahahas. i simply love my class. ^^

enuff for now!... tml gonna fetch fer in da afternoon. i'm sooo excited to see her. yeapppies!.. so much to catch up with her.. sooo mayb i'll update when i got her back.

uh huh! dee rox! =)

Update til fer is back!

2005-02-22T03:33:00.000+08:00

"Oh baby ... why would you hurt me so long... hurt me so long... Please let me know.. "

LoLs. i wasn't felt liddat in tat sentence hurrs! cus i was listening a CD ... my fren jus lent me..

tis song.. make me drop ONE tear. so saddening .. ohhhhhs.. my precious tear. x=

my bro's frens are staying over. they made lotsa laughing noises. Lols.

they forced to open my room door.. but luckily i locked it.. hiak hiak.. Now even my own house is so dangerous. CHAM arh.. xp

I jus signed the SingPass. which is so troublesome norrr!... Now i haf to wait for 5 days to get the password. . . jus for the sake of signing up the courses for poly online.. aiyah. i dunno hw to explain.. its so complicated,. waste our time.. and it's so rush. Now i dun even noe my request is submitted or processed or rejected. GRRRRRRRS!.

later evening is going out wif dada ... to find travel agency.. hope can shopp for clothes. XD

"oh baby, why would you hurt me so long~ hurt me so long~ Please let me know..~".. aiya the song i listening is sooooo depressing. Lols. the chorus still the same sentence.. I MISS SINGING!!!!!... my mic spoilt... those songs i recorded are gone.. x(

ok lar. i'll update when FER is back. lols.

ah li ga to... sa wa ni ka.. ko ni chi wa.. tambula moo moo..

FER ARH!... where da hell are u... the rest are working like red bulls.. lols.. they nv keep accompany me de leys.. =x den all haf boyfriends liao leys. left me aside. OPPS. aiya.. u book ur air ticket on when? THURS OR FRI? i must make pong pong to welcome you liao lar.. i stand alone.. using the flag.. write WAITING FOR FER. lols. u must keep a look out.! later all ur singapore suitors stand dere block me how? so dun tell them ur flight time and number ok. lols. FASTER LAR.. we go swim immediately u cum back.. i made a bikini for u already. lols. u in indonesia eat so much. FEI SI NI ARH. but u are not fat at all. shiet u! ok lar. rem arh.. email me asap! i dun miss u at all. x)

SUNDAY.

2005-02-20T15:52:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooo

wat a day. hehs

my hair is growing. YAY!. i dun wanna cut anymore. lols i miss my longer hair.. x)

i noe my blog is dying. but i lazy to advertise it again. lols.

so even nobody read.. its ok.. i read can already. loLs.

25th getting o's results is a rumour. chey~

okayy i was playing TH2 til 8 am jus now. now i'm sooooo exhausted. the game really drain my brain.. lols. i cant tink of anything nw.

Wohoo.! i haven recieve my seventeen card yet. ARGHS. later they cheat my money how? lols..

this week nv go anywhere to shop.. so next week shud get sum time out with my gerfrensss!.

hilda ang ting ting.! lols. u better get sum time out tis cuming week!.. we gonna look for travel agency. GET IT!! =x

i nv go royston bbq party yesterday. it'll be a nono place for me. all 19 , 20, 21 yrs olds. age gap. and mostly are guyyyys. lOls.. and i noe he wun let me drink anything. so i haf to get him a better present. hmphfs.

btw. i recieved MOE letter. SOOOOOOOOn we'll be recieving the results. and we have to apply for course under JAE. tru online. . lols. now so high tech ar? ahhs.

ok blah blah blah. i'm lazy to continue.

update when i'm free.

I LOVE YOU!!!! x)

never look back

2005-02-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

parents' love....

its been long i hug them. tats when i'm 3 or 4 yrs old.

since 5 yrs old.. i'm independent. alone at home everyday.

i even steal things when i'm SOOOO young. i tink tats 7 yrs old.. my neighbour taught me to steal. lols so funni at tat moment. i learnt so much bad ways from them.

We done that so often.. until one day nearly caught.. and we stopped.

my childhood stopped at 5 yrs old. i really have alot of bad memories when i'm young.

Until now.. 11 yrs already. we nv had a proper communication.

they will gif me allowance. but so what with so much money..

from monday to saturday.. alone at home. no home cooked meals. HMPHFS.

but.. now i'm older.. so doesnt matter.. SOOOOOOOO. u all must cherish parents' love okays.

If i haf a PROPER meal with them.. i'm so full of love already. hahas.

afterall... i still love them bits to bits.. but my grandma stand a bigger place in my heart. hehs. I LOVE YOU AH MA~~~~~~ =x

hehs.. i slept at 7 am tis morning. was playing TH2. . tis game really drain my brain. so tats the way can make me tired. zzzzzzz

slept for 4 hrs only.. was DISTURBED by *polyphonic tones* .... sumone called just to gif me missed calls...

OHYA!!! btw... yesterday i was freaking frightened ... lols.. cus i was having supper with frens.. den after tat on the way home.. around 1 am plus. .. a stranger guy at my blk was drinking.

den i ignore him.. so i walk to the lift.. when i was abt to press the button, he run towards me ask me to wait.. i was soooooooooo SCARED ok.. lols. at tat moment NOBODY can save me..

so i faster ran out. gave him an excuse.. "errr sorry i need to check my mailbox 1st" .. den den den... he was like waiting den he sae he wait for me. den i sae " nonono.. i need to check very long" lOLs.. den after tat he left...

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. Lols. GERSSSS must noe hw to fight the way out. horrs.

i feeling unsafe of my own flat already. lols. always have strange encounters. daylight and nite is the same.

i learnt sum french yesterday. i haf so much fun in learning. je suis marcassin. lols. i am wild pig. and much more... hahas..

YAWNS... i wan to listen music and relax my brain. .. lols. we need to take good care of our brains. hahas.. à bientôt ( means see ya later )

OUTTTT!

Missing back..

2005-02-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

Thats how i felt in the past..

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you now, still I miss you somehow

its' been 5 months. . time Fliesssss. i still tink of him though.

memories cant be erase.

especially happy moments.

but doesnt mean i still love him.

I just miss him purely..

that r/s is sth which i took it seriously.

once you put all ur true feelings in it and suddenly everything becum shattered pieces.

you will have a undescribable feeling. very hurtful..

but now.. time ease my pain.

no more tears.

provided i'm able to stand up myself.

stay positive and look forward is what we shud do.

now i can sae simple and fun is my life.

happiness is my soul.

making ppl smile and luff is my motive.

Life is so simple.. so i'm living it to the fullest! ..

who noes i'm gone later. lols.

so if there's any setback, dun be despair.. Stand up and move forward!.. you only can help urself in moving forward.. friends only can motivate and cheer you up.

Now my feelings put into sth which needs me more.

thats friendship. or anybody in need. EVERYONE have my love.. lols.

After typing all these.. i feel soooo much better!.. finally i'm able to say what i feel..

at least now i know how to live my life.. and help someone in need. how abt you? (=

ah lei lu ya. i love u. >.<

What a hottie day!

2005-02-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

wanna noe more abt me?
Zodiac : Dragon , Birth : 27.o9.88 , horo : Libra .
this is quite true.. true in the sense of ... character.. but i nv anyhow spend money these few weeks already. lols. i'm saving le hurr!. and i'm on diet .. so i wun spend much on FOOD. lols =p

A profound sense of calm surrounds the 1988 Libra. "Never hurry and never worry," may be your motto. The wisdom of your attitude is reflected by your youthful appearance. When your contemporaries are sporting gray hair and wrinkles, you'll look fresh as a daisy. You're one of the least competitive people around-you'd rather come together with folks in the spirit of harmony. If you weren't so genuine, lots of people would be envious of you. Chances are, though, you have many loyal friends.

Patient and understanding, you would make an excellent teacher. Any profession that involves putting people at ease would suit you, too. You could run a successful hotel, restaurant, or health spa. A great deal of your success can be chalked up to charm. The year you were born, Dorothy Hamil became an international sensation when she won the gold medal for figure skating in the Winter Olympics. Her wholesome appeal is quite similar to yours, and this should take you far in any career.

You may not be very practical when it comes to money and may outspend what you earn. Ruled by the planet Venus, you may find it hard to resist expensive items like gourmet food, designer clothes, and fine furnishings. If you're not careful, you might have to rely on friends to bail you out of debt. This can be embarrassing, as you put great stock in your pals' opinions. Do yourself a favor and learn how to live within your means. It may be one of the most important lessons you will ever learn.

You like to cultivate friendships with well-established, respectable people. All horoscopes have a sense of dignity that you admire. Romantically, you would be well-suited to someone who is fiery and passionate. As you are playful and loves fun, such a mate would serve as a counterbalance to your placid personality. Your greatest challenge is to be more practical with money. Although you may not worry about material matters, your loved ones probably do. Do you really want them to assume responsibility for your obligations? Your biggest strength is your sense of peace. Use it to comfort people in distress.

v' day

2005-02-15T02:20:00.000+08:00

lols.. jus recieved sum pics taken last sat.. so let me upload in tis post! :p

tts me and hsin~... hehs.. she's a pretty ger.. isnt she? =P

the other pretty pigs.. tis pic i dun look nice.. = /

tts weihsin.. lols.. i snap shot it... =x
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Thursday, 14th Feb 2005

v day had a great time with my sisters! =)

went chomp chomp for big feast.. after tat headed to serangoon for sum drinks.

we nearly caught for buying Bacardi Breezerssss' ... lols.

we sat sumwhere chatting. suddenly heard a couple sort of quarrelling. the china guy shouted at that ger. i heard he said " I just want to kiss you" . ok fine... den after tat we saw the guy keep forcing himself to tat ger.. the ger is struggling.. we intend to help but after a while.. the ger sort of willing to intimate with him.. its like 30 mins of struggling. lols. we'r watching free show. oh well... tat guy is really keeping forcing himself towards tat ger.. hw nasty can he be. . and tat ger is so foolish.. a while intimate with him .. a while push him away.. -_-"

can guys respect gers? o.-??

alright~.... its 15 feb!.. a brand new tuesday!. my pms is giving me troubles. it seldom so gggrrrrs pain. so i need to stay at home, rest for a few days. drink more milk milk. =D

i shall figure out more abt flash videos.. so i can make my blog more living. hehs hehs!..

last nite slpt at 6 plus.. hmmmmmmmmm... i need more slp.. i'm getting tired.. which i'm very happy. lols. i seldom can slp so earlyy.. tks to the pms.

i shall update on Thursday. tml i haf other stuff to do..

so.... the end of todae...

EYES closing... x)

love... tsk..

2005-02-14T03:32:00.000+08:00

woahhhhs.. its monday now. happy valentine' day to everyone!.... friendship day too.. =)

i rejected the guy invitation already. ehhhs.. and i told him clearly. glad he understand we can be frens.. i'm so happy. lols.

going out in a group is a great choice for me. hehs.. the more the merrier! so tonite shall haf some fun. hope can get sum drinks.

Ted passed me a present. lols . got chocolate orange bath syrup. den other body foundations. he really noe hw to buy presents. lol. i appreciate and like it alot.

recently saw my twin cousins. one boy one ger. 2 yrs old. sooooo cute okay!.. but very notti. i haf a hard time communicate with them too. lols but now they love me so much. i tried to hide and haf sum rest but they will purposely cum find me and ask me to carry or play with them ... TIRING.. lols.. but worth it afterall.. =D

i just hanged up my fone with my gerfrens. lols.. chit-chatting in the middle of midnite. . they work til so late and hard.. see them so tired.. worried them kena capture by black guys. lols..

its yujin n karliang bdae todae. On v. day.. ~ timing so accurate..

my brother jus bought a digital camera. 500+ bucks. its so cool. can record video and capture pics. if i haf the chance.. i definitely wud take the camera and take pics of myself. lols. been months i updated my photo online. >.<

lols. i'm aiming for tis body abs!.. need a yr if i work real real hard.. its not just the slim shape. but the perfect abs! tats my aim . gif me 2 yrs. i'll try my very best!... HEHEHEHEs

Last of all~ .. happy v day!... dun despair if u'r single or no date.. u still haf frens n families. Everyday is a v day too. LOVE is in the air .. if nobody love u, i love u .. lols.. in fact i love everyone deeply. ... muackkkkks!

my v day starts off with my pms. wat a day. i'm in great pain. -.-

lights off!

special

2005-02-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

well well well~

recently .. jus realised those close frens / siss ard me are troubled with their r/s . i mean not 1 or 2 ppl only. at least 10 frens.

different frens told me their different stories. i definitely can go tru the pain they having now. love kills. it made me go nuts once.

i dunno hw to comfort or console dem. but i'll be more willing to listen and give advices. Or trying all ways to cheer them up.

seeing them silently carried with hurts n tears is a pain for me. Though things are beyond my control. I can understand tat they cant control wat they tink.

i aint a love expert. Just tat seeing my own frens going tru the pain i had before, its understandable but i noe i cant control it. just feel so "ouch" for them.

memories always follow u where eva u go.

after the last r/s which left a big impact on me, i learnt to tink in a positive way. or rather say see things more openly.

still a very long way for me to go. i haf much more to learn and experience.

anyway.......

really wish everything's fine for them.

Just hope for the best for them and support watever decisions they haf made. of cus, i'll always be there for them. =)

new layout!

2005-02-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

Mood : EXTREMELY HAPPY!

hahas.. my com is alright now.

yesterday haf a fun day with my gerfrens!.. esp nite. HOHOHO! bdae ting is so sexy . muhahas

yesterday met lotsa frens. woahs.. lols

i made tis new layout. spent hrs on it.

i slept 4 hrs.. damn~ i haf eye bags. hmphfs

sumone asked me out on v day!! muhahahas. =x

one thing made me MOST happy!.... i chatted with fer right now!!. i dunno why i'm feeling so excited and happy. she's cuming back soon... hoping to see her very soon! gheees! all of us miss her so muchie.

heard results gonna be out on 25th or 28th feb. TIS MONTH. jus cuming so so so soon...

hrmm hrmm.. i dunno wat to update.. jus to write down my excitement. lOls..

later going out with my junior pigs~ long time nv see dem. =D

now i can online 24/7 ! so i will update regularly ..~ kees! ciao!

finally..

2005-01-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

blog song : Usher - BURN!
place : hilda's territory. SERANGOON!. pukes

WOAHSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. sorry for 2 weeks late update. i'm totally freaked out by my com. .. n now i'm at hilda's hse (serangoon) . well... i dun tink i can online often.. anything PLS PLS contact my hp. try not to msg me in friendster or hotmail. both are bloody bombed with mails. lols. one reply to u guys.. i'm FINE n alright. i nv died or land in hospital.. lols.

i gonna get a new com or a new laptop. which dunno when.... lols.. my reply to andy.c : lols. when u haf the money den pay me back. plus interests. =D

alright.. these 2 weeks i've been obedient. i nv hang out late so often!!!. i nv stay out late til midnite hours anymore. GERS SAFETY!! lols. i read BOOKS!!! i practise my guitar pieces. now trying to perfect my song "wish to wish". if i HAF the chance. i try to record den put as blog song.

hmmm.. i eat LESSER. i haf no appetite for food. so boring. i eat for the sake of nutrients and survival. lols. if nt i really dun wish to eat.

wat else.. ya.. i go shopping almost everyday liddat. buy tis buy tat. lols.. the streets and towns are filled with lil ppl.. which my frens/gerfrens can shop with me very relaxing. tis is one of da good pt to shop. i bought quite a lot already.. zzzz

heard 'o' results gonna be out on feb. end of feb. OMG... i'm worried for the results already. cus it concern the courses i'm gonna take.. i'm bothered by the courses i shud take. GRRRRRRRRs. one of my gerfrens already got a place in "fashion design" course. tis affect me to worry my course in the future. I'M REALLY WORRIED!!!!!!! lols.

i found a job. believe it or not. lOls. i work from 7th til 27th. a funfair thingy.. new year also work.. Poor me.. my ang baos HOW>.... my valentine's day.. also need to work.. *SOBS... mayb i can eye for a guy hors.. >.<>.... =x

brrs.. nw i still cannot slp early. EARLIEST 4 am plus. i onli can slp when i'm tired... hmphfs. wadeva......

gonna cut n highlight my hair soon. its long.......... o.o

wat else i need to update? i dunno.. wateva it is.. i'm fine.. i'm doing great.. my hair is growing.. my frens are kuku noisy... i will try to update wheneva i haf the chance.. contact me 93889***. ok lar.. i going hong kong sumday too. hop i can update soon..! i haf no chance to do my layout. cus all my stuff inside my com. n my THOUSANDS of beautiful songs.. sighs. hope it can recover.

i miss n luv ya guys!.

hilda's mummy is forcing me to eat. stupid hilda!.. CIAO!

1 week

2005-01-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Listening : Byung Hun Lee - Only One.
well.. tis song suddenly renew. i wonder why. cus it cant work so long ago. anyway!.. tis song is touching. i dunno if u guys can hear it. i'll try to amend. (",)

finally.!! sorry for late update.. my com nt working well.. so cant online so often. yeapps. my msn is having lotsa probs. sumtimes i realli dint recieve u guys' msg. so sorry abt tat. =>

alright!.. so last week did the same routine.. out. home. out. home. hmmmphfs!. but i managed to get a airport job. the pay is high. but den the job onli available for 1 person. Which means my fren cant get in.. so i rejected. .. but nvm! airport is so far!! =D

but nowadays i'm seriously looking for a few days job. Like hotel management, banquets. which work for a few days. SUITABLE FOR ME! lols. i dun like working. so a few days of experiences is enuff.. RUI. u better get one for me ASAP! =)

today i managed to meet up my girlfrens. haf nt seen each other for abt 2 weeks? .. lols. todae realli catch up lots of laughters and gossips. glad they'r doing great in love, family and working life. tml going orchard wif gerfrens.. we'r gonna reg "seventeen" card. i tink the card got a few privileges for movies, clothes, etc.. HEHEHEHE. den shall shop a lil. den wait for princess ting to finish work. den a great dinner! yum yum.

and one more thing. todae i jus realised my ez-link expiry date is gonna be over. actually all 1988 babies shud be the same.. i haf to renew the card. so 1988 babies!!! 21st JAN ez-link expiry date. go any interchange for renew. I TINK... lolx.

I'm not as strong as before. PHYSICALLY!. lols. i find myself getting weaker. OMG!!! where'r all my precious muscles. hahahs.. heard aaron carter's "Not too young and not too old" be4? tis song perfectly describe my situation. lols.

yeap! we've been receivin those polys' letters. I been tinking sum of the courses. Last time i used to aim for Hospitality(hotel management/tourisM). but den the competition is REAL high. i dun dare to dream abt it until my results are out. so i need to tink of other courses. Mayb Digital Media Design(ARTS), business management? bla bla? bla bla bla? .. I'm interested in kids. dunno wat early childhood arh? dunno lar lols. but its in NP. CLEMENTI.... i rather go TP. everything shall decide til my results are out!. *blinks

my family life.. still the same. everyday can hear my own echo everywhere. Nobody will eva noe how i felt at home. perhaps sum do. =)

Abt my love life. HAHAHAHA!. i'm seriously not interested in any guys at tis moment. tralalala~ >.<

its time for me to do sth. I owe sumone apology for a long time. I ought to do sth when she's back. I really hope one day she'll cum over my hse to play, cook, luff, dance, slp, chat, watch, everything!. I'm stubborn in the past. Now i shud be clear and understanding. i believe everything in the past is over....... well fer! i bet u'r WAITING for my apology rite? lols. i'm totally ready for it. now i'm WAITING for u to be back. =>

hmmms.. one last thing!. these few days i'm trying to figure a new layout. i haf done 1/4. i tried for 5 hrs.. its complicated!!!. make me try over and over again. summore my Com is throwin tantrum. So high possibility i cant chat in msn. so sorry again!. .. mayb i try to update next week.. take care hunks n babes!. ^-^

woahs...

2005-01-05T05:25:00.000+08:00

tis blog song brings back memories..
Westlife - Fool Again.
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Journey of da day.
Afternoon --> Toa Payoh --> Tampines --> TM
Nite --> Orchard --> somerset --> PS --> home sweet home.

afternoon went out with royston..

nite went out with andy..

I got my pay from lemongrass..

treat sumone cafe cartel for dinner..

watch 2 movies..

Gers check out sale from e-base. Guys/Gers check out sale from fleshimp.

reach home at 1am..

took my bath..

waiting for mum's back..

Msn-ing : gwen, asri, leon, yq, da, quasar, royston, bla bla bla....

now is 2 am.

still waiting for mum's back..

wednesday nite going out wif leon..

tis week town town town. shopping.

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I tink alot todae. my past, my present, my future.

my past is over.

present is fun but yet in a mess.

I NEED TO WORK TO PROVE MY WORTH.

Asri suddenli asked me if i'm happy with my life.. i tot i cud ans YES simply.. but suprisingly i ans i dunno..

wat happened to me?

I need to re-adjust my life.

gonna commit sth interesting..

Need to find myself back in the track.

Less fooling around.

more serious in work..

lols. i'm lazy to type in details. so sentence by sentence.

now is 5.10 am

update next time..

well.. i'm gonna drink my milk.

So..... ciao!

thats wat frens are for..

2005-01-03T04:27:00.000+08:00

Listening : Thats what friends are for.

WOAHS!. 2005 is here. which means i'm turning 17. lols. and means next yr i can take my car license. wohoooooo! yeaps!. so my countdown have so much fun!.. its been a long time all my girlfrens gather together. So much laughters, chatting, pole dancing, eating, drinkin. i realli enjoyed tis day!
we catch up our lost times. hmmmms. and we watch scary movie 2. lOls. so many lame and sexual stuff. den our last min we open our champagne. lols. i tink worse case is the weather. so baddie. keep rain, stop, rain, stop den rain again.

My raspberry vodka taste Puke. now i still haf 2 bottles in fridge. i haf to gulp it up. double PUKES* . lols. i bought the wrong ones. =( oh well... den suddenli get to noe a new fren in a dumb dumb way. JOE!. is he the millionaire? lols.

i recieved call from rueyshyan from dunno where. one of his relatives went missing in the tsunami disaster too. hop he's fine.. 2004 really happened so many disasters. lost so many lives.. wat a world.. forever no peace.

One point i really hate abt guys. 1) DESPO. 2) DESPO. 3) DESPO. !!!. i mean every ger wish a guy love her for who she is, and not after her lust. Thou gers' can be fooled, but doesnt mean those gers will be fooled over n over again!. we haf our pride.

WE, GIRLS, haf the rights to talk, luff, go out or watever with guys rite? If you guys tink tats FLIRT. omg.. den tis'll be a flirty world. i jus hanged leon's phone. He commented hw i flirt. KENZE LEON!. i'm nt the one who tink too much. i tink u'r the one tinking too much. hmphffs! i dun send u songs todae. lols.

i'm angry when YOU anyhw commented. cus i'm nt in wrong. i recieved guys' msgs or calls or i chatting in msn means i flirt around meh? Nonsense!. den YOU put different gers' pic on msn, can i sae u'r flirt ah? Rubbish rite. lols. i apologised for CUPPING ur phone. ok?

btw.. now fleshimp is having a 50% SALE!!!!! OMG~ . 50 PERCENT!. its a great sale oK!. i'm gonna get sth from dere asap. the sale is from 31DEC - 09JAN. =D

Edwin! owe me a big favour hurhur? and where's the snacks u wanna gif me? lols.. issit spoilt? hope ur bb tournament later can win. use ur own skills!!! lols.

MSG to 4F ppl!.. hey thanks for everything!. ghees. happy new yr to u guys. hop we can meet up often soon....i realli miss u all~ =)

School starting hur.. later 7.25am bell rings. lOls. i miss the days i ran to sch with my gerfrens at the DOT of the time. 7.25am! lols. crazy days.. School days aint boring at all. Everyday seems like a new fun day for me to pass. Discovering for new stuff. BOOKS/EXAMS are jus an act. lols. frens, classmates around u are the most impt. tats hw i live during my school days. gaining new, funny, interesting memories and experiences wif them. HOHOHOHOHOHO~ ^_^

ohya. todae went orchard to get a new phone for my mum. So lil ppl on da streets.. mayb cus of the sch reopen later. my mum chose a LG phone. kinda nt bad. tones are loud n clear. ya.....

alright. i'm lazy to type on... so i wish those ppl going back to school all the best. gd luck! and.. warning to those hu prank called me to ask for milk!!! lols i'm gonna smack u upside down the next time i see u. *BITES*

PS : my sleeping time is 5 am til 10 am. DND =D

woahhhs

2004-12-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

Listening : 98.7FM.. Top 100 hits 2004.
Drinking : Milk.

brrrrrs... Having a heavy flu last few days. so xinku. =\ lols. cus of the renovations etc.. now my room is 1/2 done? painting is done. now left with deco stuff. my dad auto wanna buy a Lcd tv screen tat can stick on da wall. muhahas. i wonder why he suddenli so gooodddd. since he ask for it.. why not? =X

ehhs.. basically my room is totally diff from the past. heks.. now is more comfy and beautiful. ahhhh.. enuff of tat. mmm.. yea tis friday gonna countdown. Bbq, drink, swim at sumone's hse. wEeeeeeehooooooo!. sentosa too packed. yea..

so tml gonna go buy all the stuff with my girlfrens. den i'm ordered to buy the alcoholic drinks. so i need to psycho my mum to bring me go n buy. lols.

Xianrong is back from Chicago! Ly is back from sumwhere! Kelvin is back from Taiwan! Andy is back from Japan. wooohoooo. lols. xianrong duno givin me wat. Andy bought a keychain for me. he's so excited the gers in japan. all full of babes. SO KAWAII NEH... too bad he said no kawaii guys. lols.

Next yr i'm going HongKong with dada. hongkong haf cute guys. did i mention before? lOls..

My uncle brought me the sea activites forms. Diving, surfing, wind-surfing, motor-cars, bla bla. lols. perfect!. i can learn more water sports. =) bigggg splasssh!

CHUCKY is M-18. gawds. zzzzzz. now lotsa movies are NC-16. count myself lucky. lols. ohh, i gonna catch the "meet the fockers" again. yea..

ehs. one piece of advice to guys. Dun pester gers when they already drop hints to reject. its IRRITATING.. ok i'm done. LoLs. i need to tink of my 2005 new resolution!..

I'm so jealous of those gers who haf a PERFECT bodyline/shape. esp the stomach muscles!. i'm gonna TRAIN HARD HARD HARD for tat. lols. hope next yr dec i haf the shape.. wait and see!

kinda bored to update larhs. nw chatting in msn. i'm gonna watch new vcds my mum bought. so tata! btw.. HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance!. muacks! =P

merry xmas!

2004-12-25T03:12:00.000+08:00

Listening : Atomic Kitten - Cradle.

from left to rite. Tats dada, ting, ME!!! ME!!! ME!!!. finally see my pic? lOls. tats taken few weeks ago. I'm gonna change my hair colour again...

btw.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!. hahas. wat a great day!. full of joys and laughters. i enjoyed my xmas eve til xmas. btw the girl is found. glad she's fine.. Woooooooohoooooo!

Recieved presents n cards. THANKS!. so sweet of dem. mabel, fi, yun, jianhao, angelin, bryan, kel, jack, XR, n da list goes on.... really appreciate~ luv ya guys n gers. hoHOho. =D ok TED! i rem ur tiramisu tat u made. lols THANKS! can? =X

PS: NC-16
So xmas eve hang out with my gerfrens. we met in da evening. watched "meet the fockers" sneak preview. The movie is fantastic!!!. i love the movie! so funny. REALLY VERY FUNNY!!. u guys dun miss out tis show. Got one kid inside.. 1st word he learnt is ASSSSS-HOOOOLEEE!. lOls. really very cute and humourous. AND!! the Fockers' parents. MUHAHAHAs. sexuality every moment. the whole hall is full of laughters. I dun mind watching again.... *ahems* =X

after movie is already 9 plus. btw we watch at Bishan. cus GV in PS is fully booked!. KongFu Hustle is selling so FAST!. but heard its a funny show too. gonna catch it next week. Soooooooooooooooo.! after our movie, we take train to ORCHARD!. omg. "people mountain people sea"(in chn). so so so many ppl. ALong the way.. lotsa ppl spray the white foams and party thingy. So fun!!! muhahas. all screaming etc. so we decided to go N.Y.D.C to tak a grab. We eat and drink. stayed until 11 plus. den walk walk walk.. lols. still got lotsa ppl spraying the thingy directly on us. So much funnnnnnnnn!!

i'm totally covered with the white foams. feel so sticky but its fun! lols When i walk home.. my area is TOTALLY NO PPL. i dun see a single soul. Everyone seems to rush to orchard to haf the atmosphere. hmmms. I enjoyed my tis day.

Along the streets. While walking.. you will have diff feelings. See lotsa ppls.. couples, frens, families.. All smile, luff and play from their hearts. really feel warm seeing so many ppls celebrating. One thing tat definitely made me smile is the Christmas Tree Dancing. =D

I haf a msg for jian hao. well, i dunno wat to sae after so much things happened. I really appreciate all the stuff u do for me. its really touching. =) Sorry wat i did abt the past but I guess after so much things happened, we learnt from each other. Dun worry. I'm still carefree and happy and playful as eva. Hereby.. i wish you and fer will cum to a happy ending. muacks!

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Recently my 3 lil piglets having relationship probs. well.. wat i can sae is time will help u let go of the past. Try make it another way.. Tink like Single is really great!. carefree, freedom, no worries, no commitment, hhang around, spend money on urself.. bla bla..

Time will really help. hmmms. Tat person forever will leave a part in ur heart. u cant erase or trying to forget abt it. Take it as beautiful moments u once haf. Nv regret being with the person u once loved. Watever it is.. Dun feel lonely.. there'r always ppl around loving u every sec. dun find a partner cus of loneliness. tats aint love anymore. Sumone who links ur heart will meant to be urs one day. remember!

Once you have loved,
you will always love...
For what's in your mind may escape
but what's in your heart will remain forever..
Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad..

tats my msg esp to Jojo, Hsin and Eugene. You guys tink it over bahs. Smile okay dokies? *hugs*

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Which one will you wish for your relationship. hurrs! tink it over. =)

Trust and Faith.
Fate and Destiny.
Love and Happiness.
Freedom and Desire.
Miracle and Wishes.

Once again.. Merry Christmas! love everyone BITS to BITS. lols. =D

weeeee

2004-12-22T03:42:00.000+08:00

Listening : Blue - Back Some Day.
Thinking : Sumone who colour my world..

My mood is quite high. Cus X'mas is cuming! muahahas. imagine hw much fun!. All those laughters, drinkings, eating, gossips, xchangin presents, guys, play games, strip n bla bla. lols. hmmmS. ok enuff of my drugs high.

get back to these few days. Town AGAIN! lols. no choice.!!! let me whine can? cus i've been towning for almost everyday liddat. wif diff ppl but same places. lols. but i really haf lotsa FUN n HAHAHA. =x

Yest monday hur? n... went to somerset. visited my girlfrens. 3 cuties working at N.Y.D.C. lOls. dey'r having a hard time. hope my sweetness can cure dem. =X and they told me sly, olinda and taufik went dere n eat. so many FANS shoutin and bla bla. hohos. hop my gers will work hard all da way! *hugs

POOL very fun arh? i played until *lie on da floor n roll around*.. anyway todae played 2 hrs plus wif shaun n sm. very fun larhs. cus i keep disturbin n luff. hohohos. after lunch, i'm LAZY to go bishan with shaun. so i chose to went home with sm to rest 1st. in the end, i'm making xmas gifts. deco n etc. it took me 3 hrs w/o stop horrrrrs. =X in the end i realised i'm late to meet up bryan.

so met him.. haf our dinner and watch national treasure at 9 plus. the movie is interesting. esp the nicholas cage. it'll be great if i haf half of his brain. hek heks. around 11 plus end everything and he sent me home. thanks for his treats* dinner, movie, christmas gift. YES! my 1st xmas present. HOHOHOHOS. =D

todae i recieved a xmas card from fidelia!!. she's so sweet!. hey fi~ i promised u i wun change my smile, actions, laughters~ i'll remain like a small kiddy lOl. 10 yrs later, i show u my children haf my genes. =X i miss my class 4F now~. realli miss the fun n laughters. All heads on the desks during chem lessons. All gossipin during physics lessons. All lame luff during maths lessons. Lastly.. slack/chat/free-period during Eng/CV/geo lessons. muhahas. mr seow. den the guys will always strip in front of the gers. and we will jus luff at their bodies, boxers, underwears. lOls. hope haf more 4F gatherings next yR! =D

wat else wat else.. oh yaaa!. andy is leaving todae to JAPAN! onli be back after xmas harrrs. hop he dun do anything notti dere. he better rem the promise he made. *roars* lols. toking abt holidays.. kelvin still in taiwan. xianrong still in chicago. ly in dunno where. fer in indo. wonder hw they are.. =)

I'm feeling so strong. lols cus i drink milk everyday. Milk build up ur bones, teeth, breasts. Milk is really impt when u get older. Nt cus of breast ar, tts craps. lOls. we need lotsa calcium. heed my advice. No harm drinking milk. =X MILK + FAMOUS AMOS = yum yum. =P

BTW!!. my 5 little piglets. Jun, Hsin, Yun, Jo, Irwin. u all better treat me big feast. lols. better arrange one day out before ur school starts.. 1st Jan rite? HOHOHOHOS. must work hard le harss! jus gif me a cor/msg when u guys' wanna hang out. (^^,)

I've been tinking sth.. cus i knew one guy last yr tru guitar lessons. Den we do not haf any contacts. he shud stay far from me bahs. But.. Coincidentally i met him few times in diff places. Yest even saw him while i'm in my bus. dunno hw to describe.. its really very COINCIDENCE!. hahas. or shud i sae.. Singapore is a small world.

No matter wat.. i wun go Jurong unneccessary. watever there it is. dun wan any coincidence from dere. why? cus aron live dere. Full-stop.

ok lar. i stop here. continue will lead to nowhere. shall wait after xmas den i update. Christmas is tis cuming sat. i shall wish everyone advance MERRY CHRISTMAS!. rem TREASURE! cherish ur loved ones. =) MUACKS!

hohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohos! Santa Dee will continue to make her gifts.. ciao*

2004-12-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Listening : Tiffani Wood - what are you waiting for?
Thinking : my room! my room! my room!

--> TRIUMPH IN THE SKIES <--

The colour of sky has a calming effect. It signifies quietness of the night; protection from the hustle and bustle of daily activities. Amidst a modern setup, the colour blue stands out divinely with a feeling of relaxation. It also accentuates the sophistication of a stylish setting.

Thats the feeling i'm searching for!. hope my designs haf effects afterall.

these few days been busy designin abt room. busy going out entertainin ppl. lols. abit sick of going town.

Thou i n aron haf been apart for 3 months. Until now.. i dunno wats the reason. i haf a premonition tat its is a misunderstanding. I nv tot of being with him again. Just tat.. i'm CLEAR tat i'm single is not becus of him!. i'm just tinking over n over again abt the unknown reason.. but its over!.. lols.

So wat i do when going town? SHOP!.play interesting stuff. finding new stuff. Pool. Bowl. Movies. Chat. Luff. Starbucks. Eat feast!. muhahas. one more thing. look for cute guys. Gers haf their hidden eyes. yays.. =X

Tis cuming week is a bom bom week. Gonna rush to buy my xmas gifts. Gonna search for more room deco. Gonna prepare countdown party.

ALCOHOLS!. shud nt drink much. Toking abt alcohol.. last week i tried Absolut Mandrin Vodka. Consists of 40% alcoholic. i tot its normal cus the smell is so fragrant. i dint noe its a strong alcoholic drink! lOls. in the end i tried a sip. my whole face, neck, mouth is so WARM!. i learnt my lessons. i'm nt a drinker either. jus drink wheneva there'r special occasions. HOHOHOHOHOS I'm lookin forward for tis xmas and countdown. yayyyys~

Btw, todae bought lotsa stuff. finally stock up my hse. i haf my CHOCOLATES!. yum yum.

Recently i'm addicted to a book. *shock* title is "why men lie and women cry" . its a interestin book. it tells us more abt men n women. relationship probs. so now i'm getting to understand more abt guys and relationships. *wink wink*

So thats it for the end of tis week. Next sat will be XMAS!!! so how u guys gonna spend it? one word : TREASURE!

--> FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES <--

sut nan

2004-12-16T01:57:00.000+08:00

Listening : gwen stefani - Wat u waiting for.
Tinking : my wonderful room.

WOAHS!. hehhs. just wanna update a entry. well. i did sum sports tis week. *phews. feel very healthy. muhahas. few nites went cycling. yest is badminton. den jogging. den todae went SWIMMING!. woahs. wonderful feeling. and todae SUN-TAN. i'm satisfied with my tanning. perfect sun todae. ^^ my hair turn from copper-red to copper-brown. bleahs. gonna haf a new haircut next week O.o

So these few weeks keepin towning n hang ard. sick of orchard. lols. but todae still hang ard orchard wif shaun n sm. haf lotsa laughters. Shaun going VJC. argghs. so haf lesser time to hang ard next yr. hmmmmms... todae i saw a LEVI's jeans i luv lots!!!. the behind wordings are so artistic. time to save my ching ching. =D

todae saw so many thingys i wanna buy. a mambo bag $70+ . a converse shoes $60+. a levi jeans $129.90. a queen curtoue's jeans $60. POA tops $100+. I'm waiting for my eagles award LETTER!!!. it haf a $150 thingy which i can use!. lols. n i'm waiting for my PAY!!. total i can get at least $300+. hop so. hahas. Work to save money. =D

haf to spend my money on xmas gifts too!!. i've already bought 3 couples' chains. its lovin n EX!. =X n still haf others to buy next week. sorry i cant buy to all of u. i aint rich!. lols. jus wish to see ppl around me spend tis day happily.

anyway.. come to JOBS!. my dad is pushin me to the limits. arrghs. OK! i promised i will work !!! but for a SHORT term. i hate workin life. esp in those cities. ppl challenge each other. YUCKS! but no choice. i haf to face reality. But i still hop i can do sth in sentosa. DOLPHIN TRAINER.. hohohos. anyway hop success to shir,anna,ting for N.Y.D.C tml. *evil luff*

i ... wanna ... watch my MVS nw. *big smile* tml gonna go town with roy. hafta go cinei with quasarz. hmphhfs. tired of hangin out. But still haf to keep up frens' relationships. hmmmS! frens wanna find me jus gif me a cor!. n we can cum out drink coffee n chat. =D but rem to buy me sum famous amos cookies. >.<

another sumone confessed sth to me. i realli nv expected tis.. cus i'm still playful as eva. i'm nt ready for commitment. i still prefer my single life?..

Worries + Tears + Tied down = attached.
Freedom + Flirt + Happiness = single.

Flirt actual meaning is "toy with someone's affections" ..so i dun flirt. hahas. anyway. Attached haf it own goods and single haf it own goods too. hmmms. bla bla bla... =\

i gotta search for my MILK!. tralala~

life..

2004-12-12T02:52:00.000+08:00

Listening : MTLR - Nothing to lose.
Thinking : FAMOUS AMOS + MILK = dee's love.

=) ... smile for a day.. keep all ur worries away. time is passin quite fast. some of my frens go holidays. One went taiwen. One went Chicago. One went indo. One going KL. One going Japan. One going Aust. n bla bla bla.. my trip will be next yr before my sch term starts. hehs..

Now December is full of occasions. Or i can sae ppls hu jus took o'lvls are busy looking for jobs. yeappps.. but i'm jus busy seekin for fun. hw useless.. wheneva i see frens urgent lookin for jobs n i'm jus foolin around. i will ask myself --> issit time for me to settle down?

xmas's cuming. another special occasion to spend with ur loved ones. hehs. 2005 countdown!!. mayb going sentosa. or go to sis's hse, drink n shout out loud. hahas. xmas i intend to buy sum gifts for my frens. hop i can make it..

I apply for vocational training in Sentosa. Now onli waiting for their call. I hope i can interact with dolphins.. *grins.

so todae i went out with one fren. its a guy. PURELY as a fren. dunno why when a ger n a guy go out together means sth? *Grrrrrrs! tts why i sae wateva u all see is not wateva u all tot. lols. dun blame me for being so GRrrrrs. cus ppl mistaken.

so we went to plae pool. n my skills dropped to the bottom pit. =X played a while.. den .........

we went to watch tis movie. its a MUST catch!. lols. i duno hw to describe my feelings. Sum parts are so funny. Sum parts very cute. sum guys are so charming n the ger[KRIST] is so COOL!. This movie whole process is full of FUCKING words. NC-16 lOls. overall tis story is cruel one. hmmmmms. *thumbs up*

After movie.. we went swesen to eat ICE CREAM. lols. den went Cafe Cartel to eat our dinner. eat n chat til 11 plus n off we go. well.. He made me tink so much abt frens. He said so many practical n logical stuff which make me so impractical. mayb he's right. ppl willin to do anything jus to satisfy themselves. How frens treat u. How u treat ur frens.

World is round. hahas. without diff ppl livin, how cud we live on? how can we balance? hmmmmms.. i must gif some serious tots abt my life. I cant luff n fool around everyday.

i miss so many ppls. but sum went for holidays. hop dey'r fine n havin fun. =) sorry for those who msged/called me and i dint reply/ans. Cus i tink my phone abit technical probs. sumtime i nv recieve at all~ keex. if possible jus call me. 24 hrs operation on.

shir, ting, anna got a job at N.Y.D.C ! lols. they are so happy abt it. i'm happy for dem too. i'm going there to eat n luff at them soon. =D Gwen is workin in hugo boss todae. lols. hope she's doing well.. no complaints. =X

I jus haf few jobs in my hands.lols. mayb i'll be selling ice-creams or being waitress or do sth related to hps or sentosa. time will decide..

my stomach full of PAiN!!!!!!. pms. hmphfs. no swimming for me these few days.. =(

i'll online onli at late nite.. mayb after 12 midnite. u all noe the reasons. yea yea yea. i'm hanging out late. lols. so contact me tru 93889***. if lookin for jobs, call me too. i'll help as much as i can. Any probs can jus contact me. Regardless abt anything nahs! my sleeping time is 5am til 9am. pls TRY nt to wake me up. lols. cus sum "ppl" always purposely hor? call jus to sae wrong number. lOls. morons. =X

ok nahs. i continue doin other stuff so i stop here. take care guys!

-Feed me with famous amos cookies and i'll be urs- LOLs.

hmmmmmmms.

2004-12-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

Listening : White Xmas.
Feeling : ?? *COLD. weather is so brrrrrs*

these few days are realli cold hurs.. hmmms. yesterday catch a movie with 3 lil chicks. lOls =X "without a paddle"

lols. a very funny movie. worth it. =)

so yesterday is the results of America's Next Top Model.

Yoanna house is da' eventual winner. *HURRAYS!. she realli haf a perfect face. i love her own personality!. i love her face!. muhahhas. actualli knew the results long ago. its onli s'pore censorship delaying the show. bleahx.

But afterall.. Shandi has the gr8test transformation. from an ugly duckling to divine goddess. hehs.

so todae i spent my day at home. sleepin n playing ps2 game. lazy to go anywhere. ~~~~~

tis friday gonna hang out with my sisters!. gr8 gr8 gr8!!!. its realli long we'r out together havin fun. its gonna be a fun nite. chat n luff all day long. tralalala~.

1--> i nid to settle my room design. need to go ikea n tak a look. i wan a mini refri' in my room. LOLs. so i can put all my snacks in it. =X i wan a sofa bed. more comfy n multi-use. =X

2--> i going to dye my hair darker. i miss my black hair. lols. perhaps next month gonna highlight darker colour. =\

3--> i need to decide a hp model!!. i been delaying for 6 months. cus i tink my 6610 can sms n call is already very good. Lols. but now my dad is rushin me. cus my plan is already over. grrrs. now i onli like the sony.ericsson K700i i tink...

4--> i need to get my pay.! so i can buy xmas presents!. hohohos. being a santa claus is so wonderful. share the joys n laughters. i jus love to c ppl ard me smile n luff too. =D

5--> i need to go tan tan n do more sports. lols i'm stuck at job for 1 week. den nv do any sports. i feel so unhealthy. so must do more sports!!!! swimmin! cyclin. joggin. badminton. tennis. balls. LOLS. tml shall start with jogging. den nite cycling.

6--> Job i will find one eventually. So i dun tink i will rush for it. Now i understood why adults prefer studyin than working now. i realli do. i also wish i was given a chance to study o lvls again. n i can do better. lols. but i haf no regrets for anything now. n guys rem. Money isnt all ur treasure. Time is ur treasure. Once its gone. Nth's gonna turn it back. So.. i realli treasure being a teenager for tis moment. muhahas.

7--> hahs. wats love? Everyone is searchin for it. Everyone is rushing for it. I seen lotsa ppl happily together but with sad endings. or me myself, i experienced it before. I nv regret being in love. Just regret tat i'm so blinded by it when there's loophole in it. Some ppl wonder why i prefer being single. Not tat i nv forget abt my past. is jus tat i'm nt ready for full commitment. i may hurt the next person. hmmmS. so i rather noe more frens n mix around 1st. lols. but i'll nt put myself to the state that i go ard n cheat guys' feelings. NEVER. lols. sumtimes u c sth but doesnt mean its the "thing" that u tot.

lols. so dun ask me why i prefer single.! mayb guys dun understand. but gers do. rite gers? LOLs. Not onli guys love to look at babes. Gers also love to look at hunks. Pretty stuff are always for ppl to see. isnt it? sumtimes u jus cant resist the temptation. wakaka. we'r jus human beings'. so minds do tink alike. =) wat i tink. sum of u also tink it too.

ahhhhhs. so i end my craps here? shall update another time. REMEMBER!. TREASURE TIME N HAVE A HAPPY DAY EVERYDAY.. *winks. =_^

finally...

2004-12-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

Listening : 98 Degrees - I do (cherish you)
Thinking : GOT MILK?

*pheWwws.* FINALLY!. i'm back hurrs. lols. and yeaps! i left the restaurant. mayb i'll go back next month for part-time. lOls. the deputy manager praised me ehh!. =X he wanted to groom my talents but too bad i'm leavin.. muhahas. cus i able to communicate well.. means i'm talkative arh.. =X lemongrass gif me a deep impression nahs. the ppl there are funny n nice.. but i dun like the boss. -.-" i made alot of frens. lols i keep jokin n realli haf lotsa fun with them. hahs. wat a waste. but its tiring worxx. 11 hrs. low pay =X . not so worth it.. a lot ppl against me working there!. lols. BUT BUT i realli learnt alot ok. i'm a professional waitress. i noe hw to serve n communicate. =X well well well.. next month i will visit that restaurant and see how issit. i miss my frens there. =D

So todae last day. my job ends at 10.45 sth liddat. den ______ waited for me from 7 plus til tat time.. n we walk around n he sent me home.. hw nice. =X ghees. thanks ^^

hmms. i'm sort of drifting myself away from my frens.. sisters.. buddies already. lols. so long nv contact n chat le. realli miss dem!. hmmmms. i realli haf to find time n visit them one by one. muhahas. dunno if i haf the time. cus i'm finding jobs soon again. meanwhile.. i haf to renovate my room soon.. paint, change stuff.. bla bla. i haf to settle asap. anyone wanna paint my room? lOls. aiya. i will do sth funny to my room. muhahas. n decorate it very comfy. =D

ehhhs. reply to those hu ask for prom photos! i'm so sorry! my brother took away my camera with the film inside. so i haven develop yet. =/ but i will develop it asap n show u guys kay!. =) CHRISTMAS is coming.. woahs! every yr xmas is different for me. well.. shall see hu i'm spending xmas with. cud not be my sisters. all of them are busy with work n boyfrens. =X i wanted to buy xmas presents for my frens.. but my pay onli can get by next month. =( so too bad narhs. lols.

later i'll be resting for the whole morning. i'm tired for 5 days already. lols. finally todae i can rest well. so nite i will hang out again.. contact me after 12pm pls. =X

i haf so much things to do.
1) renovate my room.
2) clothes.
3) new hp on the way.
4) job.
5) new hair. mayb new colour.
6) fun nite with sisters.
7) hang out with frens.
8) buy xmas presents.
9) clear bwt me n kevin. (not k.TAN)
10) outdoor SPORTS.

lotsa more nahs. but these are majors. but most impt is to contact my frens back. long time nv hang out or chat already. realli must catch up wif dem..

okay lar. i realli feel very restless now. wanna lie on bed n haf a nice slp. later noon mayb go tanning with gwen. den fun nite again =D ok i wan to orh orh. lights out! *muacks*

PS to those hu asked me: i'm SINGLE. not ATTACHED. n UNAVAILABLE. thankew.

hais..

2004-12-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

Listening : NTH NTH NTH!!
Feeling : SOBS.. down...

my mood is totally not good. so i work my 2nd day in the restaurant. i can recieved praises from customers okays!. lols. but i also screwed up sum parts. feel totally bad!. the ppl there overall are ok lors. work 11 hrs.. from morning til 11pm. den reach home already 11.45 plus plus. its a tough job. realli. its not a normal waitress thingy. its like u haf to face ur BOSS n superiors n others. its like so much pressure and like they look down on u liddat. its a tough job for me nahs. todae my 2nd day i realli feel like crying. sth in my heart realli cant clear. lols. cham cham.. =X

1st day i hurt my toes badly lar. the shoes they lend me so small size den i wear for 11 hrs. hurt like hell. zzzzzz. den todae i burnt my hand. hold the claypot without knowing tat its HOT. wth. but no matter wat.. also must bear with it n SMILE all the way. i realli did my best performance. it just tat the superiors onli c ur BAD points n not ur GOOD points. Luckily got one customer praised me so well den tell my manager. At least my boss n manager c me better now. *phewss.*

Gwen work her 1st day todae. AND SHE WANNA QUIT AFTER 3 days of training. *faints. lols. but realli nahs. tis RESTAURANT is NOT easy being a normal waiter or waitress. its REALLY tough. come try work for one day. u haf to bear all the pain n hurt urself. LoLS. i'm like spoil the reputation. LOls.. SOMEMORE.. the GUY staffs there. my superiors or boss. they are like TICO pek lar. keep c c c. arghs. feel realli uncomfortable working there. the onli thing make me happy is seeing those customers happily eating when I serve for dem. lOls. the pay is low. so i'm nt realli care abt the pay. i jus wanna try n haf sum experience.

i noe i typed all abt job very BORING. but den tis is the onli place for me to release all my pain. lols. realli feel like sobbing. later is my 3rd day. means my performance will be judge LATER(fri). BTW!!. i saw taufik n slyvester opposite me. at the ACTION CITY. both of them shop ard. den so many ppl follow dem like -.-" .. den keep shoutin "TAUFIK WE LOVE U".. "SLYVESTER WE LOVE U".. *dots. lols.

Thanks for those who encouraged me so MUCH. lols so sorry i cant ans ur calls or reply ur msgs ok. cus i work from 10 plus til 3 plus. den 5 plus to 11pm. so hardly haf time to contact me. so sorry rueyshyan for today okays. now i realli feels good. so many ppl can chat with me. i feel more relieved. lols. thanks guys ^^. wat bothers me most is still the job. i dunno i can hang on how long. jus hope those staff dun treat me badly. n my day off is onli once a week. a tough job with low pay. will u do it?. lols. cut my whining bahs. i shall continue to chat in msn. u guys onli can contact me after 11.15pm or later. =( .. n i'm not tired at all. jus feel not good working there. hmmmms.. anyway take care guys!.

-sucess!-

2004-11-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Listening : 98.7FM!!!
Feeling : Relieved. Ohhhhhhhs.

wee wee wee weee!. LOLS. todae i went to 1st interview. SUCCESS!!!. tml start work already. i work full-time. so means i will online VERY VERY seldom. one week onli one day off. den work from morning til LATE nite. SOBS SOBS.. but i haf 3 days of training + test 1st. hope i can make it. =) you all can come n find me!! lols. at heeren 5th floor. LEMONGRASS. its a THAI restaurant. muhahas. sa wa ni ca!!. =X

Edwin went with me todae nahs. but he haf a holiday in the mid dec. so he cant work with me yet. dots.. So after interview. we went to Amk.. wanted to plae pool. but cant get in. cus edwin is not legally 16 yet. awwww* =X so we decided to catch a movie..

"THE INCREDIBLES" lols. very cute n funny. JACK JACK!!. n the dash!. so damn cute. lols. tis show can make u luff. =P i feel so young watch tat show.. =D

lols. so after tat movie.. we went back to orchard and walk.. the lights are nice.. but every year is also abt the same. kees. n met some weird stuff along the way. den we went to cineleisure and eat koshibuya. a lot of varieties. the food is not bad. ^^ den after tat he sent me home.. den tats it.. lols. tks edwin!.

lols. i'm gonna be BUSY!!. omg. no time for me to hang out.. sobsss. one week one day off.. HOW.. i dun wish to........... =X tml andy is coming for interview. wonder how is he gonna get in. anyway. i try to update as much as i can narhs. i'll be tied down by my job. hope i can make it tru for a few months. =) so take care guys!

okayys. tml haf to wake up earli already. now i shall go fight for my rights in msn. i wanna charge sumone. MOJOJOJO KELVIN.TAN. u wait n c. powerpuff is coming. lols.. HERE I COME......

wooohs

2004-11-29T13:47:00.000+08:00

Listening : Nelly - It's getting hot in here.
Feeling : high.

It's getting hot in here. so take off all ur clothes!!!!!!!... woooots. lols. party party. I nv had a rest day afterall. too busy with hangin out. yeaps!. yest acc andy to the western cut. the colours are nice. after tat we went home. actualli nite is goin for pool n going gv. but i tink i dozed off while watchin tv. so sorry andy!. =)

Time is always against me. lols. Yesterday my family finally asked me when i'm gonna get my job. awws. i dun wan!. but i still haf to find sth to do narhs. i cant everyday just plae n waste my time. Todae shir n ting start to look for jobs. lols. too rush for me. tonite i'm still goin out. so tml shall decide my interview in heeren. AFTERALL.. i still haf to find a job. =X

heyys!. i haf recieved my party photos. but my prom photos aint ready yet. cus i haven finish using the film. =X so i just load some party photos. . . enjoy!

our food!. nice isnt it. lOls. all bbq by mrs quek n yongjie~**

tis is mrs quek!. our F&N teacher. lOls.

tats the bdae surprise we gaf chuanxiang!. while he's playing PS2. we bring in a tiramisu cake!. =D

he's giggling away!. lols cheers!

we'r mixing around in the living room. =P

mr fong drink alcohol!!> lols =X

wonder wat they'r looking at..

all are getting wet!!!. lols. splashing time!.

mr fong all wet. lols. cus all our target is him. awwww* =X

lols. mr fong n edwin fighting.

all of us are looking for mr seow and mr fong. lols.

Edwin our photographer got sabotaged too. =X

our mess. lols. our RUBBISH!. ^^

i love tis swing. very comfy. the guys are watchin bball. lols

lols. tts karliang. the one who won the TV during the PROM.. how lucky!

OMG! lols. xinyi is forced to drink finish the SPRITE. c her reaction. how cute! =X

lOls. YISONG!!. our best dressed guy in the prom nite. a humourous guy. =)

sum of the guys.. =X

our last party photo. its not well taken. lOls. =X

keees.. there'r lotsa pics more. but i cant load so many. =X 4F ppl wan it can get it from me. i'm missing them so soon. lols. hope we can c each other soon!. heex... ok tats it!. shall update soon abt my job. hmmms. ______ is sick. hope he's feeling well. *prayyys..